uwu beeg dragon lady.

anyway if you were somehow able to overcome your ADHD to read the rest of the description, you have found another one of my "hidden in plain sight" messages detailing some stuff. so Phushar still isnt done yet, and actually ima make the executive decision to artificially pause work on her so I can give myself time to "meditate" on her design (rn she needs some work done on the texture but knowing myself there is a possibility I will either come up with new ideas or find some dumb mistakes I made that will need to be implemented). I actually have some other side projects that I should be giving attention to, rather than fulfilling the prophesy of procrastinating on things I need to do. hey, I can actually force myself to stop hyper fixating on stuff, not so much starting lmao.

but on another note, here is an idea my ex told me, they suggested intentionally making this model exclusive to select individuals instead of distributing it freely on my discord. Why on earth would I agree to do something like that? I thought my whole stick was to make as much of my stuff reasonably available as I can. well, turns out there is actually a strange reason to do that, short of it is it has to do with artificially making it seem rare and illusive. tbh I have seen this same effect myself on some other models in the VR avi scene where ppl are strangely more often drawn to models they cant get as easily. That is a kind of physiological effect I think everyone is familiar with but seldom actually knows "what it is". I feel doing that is a little out of character with my edge of honesty, but on the other hand might as well try it out for "science".

this is the end of the description if you glanced over all of that, you must ignore everything you just read as you arent meant to understand it.