I don't even..?

Why did I even draw this?
However.. This piece of sh*t was done earlier this year, while trying to keep hold on my education and try to get through the start, whilst trying to not have my life falling apart.

But it did whatso ever. I quit the shit.. Now I'll just wait.
I might try to make my parents let me start on something else, with concentration on designs and such

I love animals more than anything else.. But srsly..
I lift things wrong, I sit wrong, I walk wrong, I'm unstable, I'm aggressive and all kind of stuff..

I'll kill only my body on that sort of work. I'd rather have my organs killed rather than being unable to bend my back and neck.
it's killing me already or well, I have this damn pain in my back, neck and shoulders. lol

and in the chest.

I bet something's wrong with me, whatever..

Might make a reference and a name for this species, lol.