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Ml father died ivhcn I r,vas sixtccn. Soon after his death, my moth('t'
and I lclt Monghyr and came to Calcutta rvhere rvc stayed r'vith my
matcrnal unclc I-r'vent to St. Xavicr's Collcgc ancl took my bachelor's
degree. Soon after that I got my job rvith the advcrtising agency. My
uncle's influcnce hclpcd, but I rvasn't an unworthy candidate mysell'.
I hacl been a good studcnt, I spoke English fluently, and most of all, I
had the abilitv to carry m-vsclf we ll in an rntcrvrcw
M-v carly ycars in Monghyr had instillcd ccrtain habits in me which
I havc not bccn able to give up. One of thcsc \,\'as an ovcrporvering
dcsirc to go far a\yay from the hcctic lilc of Calcutta liom timc to time'
I hacl done so scvcral timcs cver sincc I bought m)' car. C)n vr''cckends
I maclc trips to Diamond Harbour, Port Canning, and Hassanabad
along thc Dum Dum Road. Each timc I had gonc aLone bccausc, to bc
quitc honcst, I didn't rcally havc a closc tricnd in Calcutta.-Ihat is n'hy
Promodc's lcttcr nradc mc so happv. Promoc{c had bcen my classmate
in Monghvr After I camc awav to Calcutta, rl'c colrtinucd to keep in
touch fbr thrcc or fbur ycars I'hcn, perhaps it r'vas I r'vho stopped
rvriting -Suddcnll'thc othcr da,v whcn I <ramc lrack from rvork, I found
a_lcttcr from Pr-omoclc rvaiting for mc on my dosk. He hacl u'ritten
l'rom Dumka 'l have a jol> in thc Forcst Dcprrtment here. I havc my
o\\,n quartcrs.Whl'don't vou take a wcr:k's lcavc and contc ovcr . . .?'
Somc lcavc r'vas duc to me, so I spokc to tn1' boss, and on the
lwentv-scvcnth of April I shall rcmcmbcr thc datc as long as I live
I packcd mv bags and set off for Dumka.
l'romodc hadn't suggcstcd that I go bv car; it was my idea. Dumka
r'vas 200 nrilcs arvay, so it lvoulcl takc about fivc or six hours at the
most. I dccidr:d to havc a big lrrcakfast, sct off bv tcn and rcach there
bcforc clusk.
At lcast that rvas thc plan, but thcrc was a snag right at the start. I
had m-v meal ancl was about to put a paan into my mouth, rvhen m;'
fhthcr's old friend Unclc Mohit suddenly turned up. He is a grave old
man whom I u'as mccting attcr ten rcars. So thcrc rvas no question of
giving him short shrift I had to offcr him tca and listen to him chat for
over an hour.
I sarv Uncle Mohit ofi and shovcd m)' suitcrase and bedding into tbe
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back seat of my car. Just then, _mI ground-floor neighbour Bhola Babu
walked up with his four-year-old son Pintu in tow.
'Where are you off to all by yourselP' Bhola Babu asked.
When I told him, he said with some concern,'But that's a long way.
Shouldn't you have arranged for a driver?'
I I was a very cautious driver myself, and that I had taken such
said
care of my car that it was still as good x5 ng\a'-'$e there's nothing to
worry about.'
Bhola Babu wished me luck and went into the house. I glanced at
my wristwatch before turning the ignition key' It was ten minutes Past
eleven.
Although I avoided Howrah and took the Bally Bridge road, it
took me an hour and a half to reach Chandernagore. Driving through
dingy towns, these first thirty miles were so dreary that the fun of a car
journey was quite lost. But from there on, as the car emerged into
open country, the elfect was magical.'Where in the city did one get to
see such a clear blue sky free from chimney smoke, and breathe air so
pure and so redolent of the smell of earth?
At about half-past twelve, as I was nearing Burdwan, I began to feel
the consequence of having eaten so early. Hungry, I pulled up by the
station which fell on the way, went into a restaurant and had a light
meal of toast, omelette and coffee. Then I resumed my journey. I still
had a 135 miles to go.
Twenty miles from Burdwan, there was a small town called
Panagarh.There t.!ad p leave the GrandTrunk Road and take the road
to Ilambazar. From Ilambazar the roacl went via Suti u"d tvturiunjot" to
Dumka.
Paqqgailt-hq{ just come into view when there
-Tlfe tailitSfy q?mp ?t
was a bang from^the rear of my car. I had a flat tyre.
I got down, I had a spare tpe and could easily fit it' The thbught
that other cars would go whizzing by, their occuPants laughing at my
predicament, was not a pleasant one. Nevertheless I brought out the
jack from the boot and set to work.
By the time I linished puttingJl,re new tJIe o!, ! wa,q,{4llpilg wl$
sweat, My watch showed half past two.. It had turned muggy in the
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meantime. Thc cool brcezc which r,vas blolving evcn an hour ago, and
making the bamboo trees swav. had stopped. Non'evervthing was
r.vas
still. As I got back into thc car I noticccl a blue-black patch in the w.est
abovc the trectops. Clouds. Was a storm brcu'ing up? A norrvestcr? It
was useless to spcculatc. I must drivc faster. I hclped myself to some
hot tca from thc flask an,lrcsumcd,'-ry tou.n"y.
But bcforc I could cross Ilambazar, I was caught in thc storm. I had
cnjoyed such norwcstcrs in thc past, sitting in my room, and hacl cven
recitedTigorc poems to my'sclfto blend with the mood. I had no idea
that drir.ing through open country, such a norwester coulcl strike tcrror
into thc hcart. Claps of thundcr alrvays makc mc uncromlortal)le.
Thel' sccn'r to shou' of naturc; a vicious assault on helplcss
a nastv side
humanitv. It sccmcd as if the shafts of lightn;ng wcrc all aimcd at my
O-'r"rr"dor, and onc of thcm \\'as surc to find its mark sooncr or
lr":::
ln this prccarious state I passcd Suri and r.vas r,vcll on mv r,r,'av to
Massanjore r'vhen therc w?s yet anothcr bang rvhich no onc could
mistakc for a thunder-clap. I rcalizcd that anothct' of' mv tyrt:s had
dccidcd to call it a dav.
Igavc up hopc. lt was now pouring with rain. M1 r,r'atch said half
past fivc. For thc last tlvcnty miles T had had to kccp thc spccclon-retcr
down to llftccn, or I lvould ha.",c bccn well past Massanjorc b1,now.
Whcrc r,r.'as I? Up ahcad nothing r,r,as visiblc through thc rainsr,vcpt
'fhc rvipcr was
windscr-ccn. on but its cffbrts wcrc morc frolic:some
than c{'f'cctivc. It bcingApril, thc sun sl'roulc] still bc up, but it sccmcd
more likc latc cvcning.
_l opcncd thc door on my light slightly and lookcd out. What I saw
clidn't suggcst thc prcscncc of a town, though I could make out a
couplc of lruildings through thc trccs. Thcre was no question of gctting
out of thc car ancl cxploring, but one thing u.as clcar cnough: there
\vcre no shops along thc road as thr as thc cyc could scc.
Ancl I had no more sparc tyres.
After u'aiting in thc car fbr a quartcr of an hour, it struck me that
no othcr vehicler had passccl by in all this time. Was I on thc right road?
Thcre had bccn no mistakc up to Suri, but supposc I had taken a
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wrong turning after that? It was not impossible in the blinding rain.
But even if I had made a mistake, it was not as if I had strayed into
the jungles of Africa or South America. Wherever I was, there was no
doubt that I was still in the district of Birbhum, within fifty miles of
Santiniketan, and as soon as the rein stopped my troubles would be
over-l might even find a repair shop within a mile or so.
I pulled out a packet of Wiils from my pocket and lit
a cigarette. I
recalled Bhoia Babu's warning. He must have gone through the same
trying experience, or how could he have given me such sound advice?
In futurr-Honk! Honk! Honkl
I turned round and saw a truck standing behind. Why was it blowing
its horn? Was I standing right in the middle of the road?
The rain had let up a littie. I opened the door, got out and found
that it was no fault of the truck. When my tyre burst the car had
swcrved at an angle and was now blocking most of the road. There
was no room for the truck to pass. J
I don't know what the bungalow must have been like in its heyday,
but now it was hardly what one understood by a dak
Ur,lgulo#
Constructed during the time of the Raj, the bedroom
*"s 1".g"" ,.,d
the ceiling was high. The furniture consisted of a
charpoy, t"f,l" ,"t
against the wall on one side, and a chair with
a broken arm.
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The chowkidar, or the caretaker, had in the meantime
lit a lantern
for me. He now put it on the table. ,What is your namc?,
I asked.
'sukhanram, sir.'
'.Has anybody ey91
I the- lirst one?,
!iv.g.d.!q !!UC_b!rnguiC* o-t 4ry
'oh, no sir, othershave come too. There was a qentleman who
stayed here for two nights last winter.,
T hope there are no ghosts hcre,, I said in a
iocular tone.
'God forbidl' he said. ,No one has ever complained
of ghosts.,
I mustsay-l.fqqad liq,yqqds 1e4qs,ur14g. (_qptqge tq sp-Jg\y,
_a1d o_ld
!:-urgelqys have a reputation for bein! so, it
-dgk wiil be so at ali times.
'Shen was this bungalow bu!\t,
| _aq\951.
I was worried about my car which I had left standing on the road, but
it was certainly safer to do so in a village than in the city'
The sound of drtzzi,e had stopped. The air was now filled with the
croaking of frogs and the shrill chirping of crickets' From my bed in
that ancient bungalow in this remote village, the city seemed to belong
to another planet. Indigo . . I thought of the play by Dinabandhu
Mitra, Nildarpan (The Mirror of Indigo). As a college student I had
watched a performance of it in a theatre on Cornwallis Street'
gone.
And yet, because it was an automatic watch, I always wore it to bed'
Where did it disappear? And how? Were there thieves around? What
would happen to my car then?
I felt beside my pillow for my torch and lound it gone too'
I jumped out of bed, knelt on the floor and looked underneath it'
My suitcase too had disaPPeared.
My head started spinning, Something had to be done about it' I
cailed out:' Chowkidar!'
There was no answer.
I went to the door and found that it was stili bolted The window
had bars. So how did the thiefenter?
As I was about tb unfasten the bolt, I glanced at my hand and
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experienced an odd feeiing.
Had whitewash from the wall got on to
my hand? Or was it white
powder?Why did it look so pale?
I had gonc to bed wearing a vest; why then
was I now wearing a
long-sleeved sirk shirt? l felt a throbbing
in my head. I openecr thc
door and went out into the veranda.
'Chowkidarl,
The word that came out was spoken
with the unmistakable accent
of an Englishman. And *h"." *u, the chowkjclar,
and where was his
little cottage?There was now a wide open
field in front of ,l" fru.rg"to*
In the distance was a building with a high
chimney. Th" ,r..oridi,rg,
were unusually quiet.
They had changed.
And so had I.
I came back into the bedroom ln a sweat.
My eyes had got used to
the darkness. I could now clearly make
out the details.
The bed was there, but it was covered
with a mosquito nct. I
hadn't been using one. The pillow roo
w_as unlike the or" I hud
U-"glra
with me' This one had a border rvitir fri's;
mine didn't. The tabre and
the chair stood wherc they did, but
they had lost their aged look. The
varnished wood shone even in the
soft iigt,. O., the table stood
lantern but a kerosene lamp with urr u.r.[
not a
,h.d".
There were other objects in the room
which graduaily came into
view: a pair of steel trunks in a corner,
a folding bracket on the wall
from w-hich hung a coat, an unlani
crop. Below the bracket, standjng ag
I turned away from the objects
Till now I had only noticed the
trousers and the socks. I didn't have
shoes on, but saw a pair of.black
boots on the floor by the becl.
I passed my right hand over my face
and reajized that not only my
complexion but my features too had
changed. I didn,t porr.rr rrr.h.
sharp nose, nor such thn lips or narrow""Hirl.
t f.lt th" h"i, on mf
n""1 found that it was wavy and that there were sideburns
T1
reached below mv ears_
which
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Those fiendish mosquitoe s are singing in
my ears again. So
that's how the son of a mighty empire has
to meet his g1d-a1
the hands of a tiny insect. What strange will
of God is this? Eric
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has made his escape. percy and Tony too
left earlier. perhaps I
was greedier than them. So in spite of
repeated attacks of _"1..i.
I couldn't resist the lure of indigo. No, not only that.
One
mustn't lie in one,s diary My countrymen
know me only too
well. I didn,t lead a blameless life at home either;
and they
surely have not forgotten that. So I do
not dare go back home.
I know I will have to stay here and lay down my life on
this alien
soil. My place will be beside the graves of
my wife Mary and
my dear ljttle son Toby. I have treated the natives
here so baclly
that there is no one to shed a tear at my
passing awav. perhaps
Mirian would miss me-my fajthful trusted
b"".", tr,li.lurr.
And Rcx? My real worry is about Rcx. Alas,
t.aithful RexJ When
I die, these people will not spare you. They will either stone
you or club you to death. If only I could do somethr.ng about
youl
'Rexl'
It vvas the same deep English voice. The echo of the call camc
floating back from thc fararvay factory and bamboo grovc-- Rex! Rexl
Rex camc up towards thc veranda.
As hc stcppcd from thc grass onto the cemcnt, my right hand ros..
to m], waist, the pistol l)ointing tou'ards thc hound. Rex stopped in his
tracks, his ey'e on thc pistol. He gavc a low gror,r,l.
Mv right foretingcr prcsscd thc tligger.
As the gun throbbed with a blinding flash, smoke ancl the smell ol'
gr,rnpolr.der filled the air.
Rex's lifelcss, bloocl spattcrcd body lay partly on thc vcranda anrl
partly on tbc grass.
The sound of thc pistol had wakcnc:d the crorvs in thc nearby
trccs A hubbub now rosc from thc djrcction ofthc factorl'.
I came back into the bedroom, boltcd thc door and sat on the bed.
Thc shouting clrcw ncar.
I placed the still hot muzzle of thc pistol b;, my'right car.
That is all I rcmcml>cr.