"you're so strong" I don't want to be I want to be happy

I want to be able to fall apart and be held and told everything is gonna be ok and I want to be close to the people I love I hate being so far I hate that I can't hug them I hate that it all feels so hopeless I have to keep holding on I know I can make it there but I don't have a place to stay there yet so I have to stay strong but I don't want to be strong I want to cry in someone's arms