I miss writing. I really do. And yet for the last... fuck how long has it been Uhh, six months??? There just hasn't been nearly as big of a pull to it for me than there has been in the past.
I blame being in a (mostly?) healthy relationship with someone who spoils me so I don't have to outsource or create the affection I crave in a vacuum 😅 Seriously my husband is cray and I adore him 🥰 Also I blame becoming a hardcore savage raider in FF14 out of the blue, and spontaneously creating a community of people in a Discord server to do it with 💜 Life has been busy, but really really good ✨
But then sometimes, like, once in a full moon, or two, my brain will come up with some bangers (that I almost always forget to put down on paper), such as:
Gaster taking Reader out to a fancy dinner or cooking something nice for her whenever he sees her eating like, ramen, or kraft dinner. He thinks that she's trying to save money or that she might be thinking she isn't worth it to have nice food, so he spares no expense in treating her. Meanwhile she just honestly likes the taste of the cheap stuff sometimes (inspired by the neon orange KD I'm having for breakfast today).
Henri informing G'raha that when you like someone, you put effort into learning their favourites. Favourite colour, favourite foods, favourite textures, smells, etc. All the sensory things. And learning their habits and schedules, too, so you can know where to find them when you want their company and learn more about how they enjoy spending their time. This is to of course make him realize that hey, yes Logan actually does like him because the dude has been putting in the work.
... And probably some other bangers I've forgotten, but those are the main two for today.
Maybe I'll write them into my fics someday. Maybe.
Miss you all 💜
I've not been very consistent with posting that I've updated my self-insert/self-indulgent FF14 fic Adventure's End here, but I just posted chapter 35 so I thought I'd mention that. I think I've got the hardest-hitting feelings out of the way so now we can kiss the booboos and then get to boys kissing.
I've not been very consistent with posting that I've updated my self-insert/self-indulgent FF14 fic Adventure's End here, but I just posted chapter 35 so I thought I'd mention that. I think I've got the hardest-hitting feelings out of the way so now we can kiss the booboos and then get to boys kissing.
Pictures of my boy! 💜
I promised when I started posting my FFXIV fic that I'd share some pics of my WoL that I'm basing it on, and here he is in all his gentle softboy glory!
I like to try and get nice shots during cutscenes, so most of these are that.
WHM main so all his best fits are robes tbh. I don't seem to have a lot of fully body looks saved as screenshots though unfortunately, mostly profiles. And I'm taking a hiatus from the game so I'd have to resub to get new pictures 😅
He sits like a princess 💜
Gatherer fit. I had to do a Paul Bunyan lumberjack kind of look because Canadian. It's in the charter of rights and freedoms or somesuch, I'm pretty sure.
Crafter fit
Goldsmithing fit.
Old fit before I said heck it and got him to 90 so I could just buy the Medicus' set off the marketboard and dye it pearl white. Shadowbringers never gave me any healer loot in duties RIP
Warrior fit
Husband 💜
First husband 💔 Must've stolen screenshots of him while I was working on an alt. I miss him~
That's all I've got for now!
So guess who totally fucking forgot that I have people subscribed to my AO3 account for story updates when I decided to start spam posting chapters of a brand new fic? 😅
Anywayyys, Adventure's End now has nine chapters posted, with eleven-ish? More, to follow tomorrow or later this week maybe. Haha 😅😅
Heeeeey, guess who, instead of writing any of my other fics that I already have ongoing, decided to start posting my FFXIV WoL gay sandwich fic instead??? (and stayed up until 3am writing it last night don't @ me-)
This is a new adventure that follows my WoL in the game, Logan Thrives (of course) who is a shy awkward Elezen with a really bad case of amnesia. I got kinda thrown into RP before I was ready for it and understood the lore of the world, so I always RPed him as having amnesia and just being a shy, sweet, awkward tall dork who's very good with White Magic 😁
And this story, apart from giving me space to create a whole damn world and give him an actual backstory, is intended to give me my favourite sandwich - G'raha/Logan/Haurchefant 💜
Spoilers for Endwalker and some of the post patch content (I played up to the point where you save that guy's sister, let's say 😁). I am actually on a hiatus from the game so I personally have no idea about anything beyond that point though, so bear with me 😅