i’m quitting music. not taking a break, not “stepping back,” just stopping. this isn’t something i decided overnight, it’s been building for a long time. what used to feel exciting slowly turned into pressure, anxiety, and stress, and i don’t want to keep forcing myself to care about something that makes me angry now.

a lot of people around me wanted me to keep going because i was “good at it,” but being good at something doesn’t mean you owe it your life or your time. the more expectations got piled on, the less it felt like mine. eventually music stopped feeling like expression and just became another thing i was failing at in my own head.

the competition, the algorithms, the constant sense that no one is listening anyway, it all drained any enjoyment i had left. opening fl started feeling boring and exhausting instead of creative, and i don’t think that’s something you should push through forever. if something you once loved turns into something you dread, it’s ok to walk away.

thank you to anyone who listened, commented, shared, or supported me in any way. i really do appreciate it, even if it didn’t always show. i’m not planning to upload more or come back under another name. i’m just moving on from this chapter and focusing on other things. though, im not sure yet. life is very boring for me since i cant find much to do very often, and its known that it gets boring more and more, though im not su1cidal, and i will not do su!cide.

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phone number: (256) 278-2084

no drama, no mystery. just the end.