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⦻BUNNY⦻

@xxbl00dsh3dbunnyxx

North, 18, any pronouns TME/TMA term users fuck off House oc rp blog: @black-cat-doc

Intro post!

Finally making an intro post after like, 3 years on here

I have a few other accounts on here, my House MD oc rp acc: @black-cat-doc

And a language learning blog: @sp1derbat

I post a lot about my chronic illnesses and pain (and slightly trying to become a well known figure in the disability community, specifically the hEDS community so some support on my disability posts would be great)

I am 18 but I don't care who follows me, I don't have a DNI, I block the people I don't like/want to interact with

I am very into learning Russian currently, I also used to learn Japanese but have mostly stopped because it's a very difficult language despite me loving it so much

Fandoms: House MD, Arcane, No I'm Not A Human, Marble Hornets, Gravity Falls, Bob's Burgers, Creepypasta, FNAF, Bojack Horseman, My Little Pony, Class Of 09

General interests: Russian, psychology, disabilities, alternative music and fashion, photography, bunnies, Girl Interrupted, vampires

when boy bands sing a love song addressed to the listener does that imply all 5-10 of them are in love with you at once. that seems like a lot of pressure i don't know if i want to be the nucleus of the boyband polycule.

i don't think spending more time on something on its own inherently makes that thing any better. because i'm not protestant

i sometimes see videos of digital artists being like "here's a tip on how to draw x thing faster!" and it's like, tracing over stock images or free 3D assets from the clip studio store. and the comments are filled with people saying "no that's cheating!!" can we be so real with ourselves for just one second. how is this cheating. it's not a competition. nobody is getting an award. i don't care if Samantha the digital artist traced a png of a chessboard instead of freehanding it—i see no reason for her to work harder arbitrarily for the same exact outcome

girls nudes look like they could be in an art museum and mens nudes look like crime scene photographs

girls are just a lot more tasteful about it, men just post their dick and think its sexy when in reality it looks like a 15 dollar walmart hotdog

It's odd to be the generation in your family that's just removed enough from your culture and ethnicity but not enough that you're completely white (like features and all)

I did not learn that we were native until recently, and it's my grandfather who's half native (I don't know on which side of his parents though) and looking at him it makes sense, I can see it, especially with how much more tan he is than everyone else, then he married a white women and they had kids, then their kids had kids (my generation, so only 3 generations)

And you can see it in my sister, she has the features but she's still white, she's definitely more tan than I am but she's still light-skinned, then my mother is a bit more tan than her

But I am the whitest in my family and so it feels wrong to ever mention my ethnicity or anything because it just feels like "oh another white person saying their great great great great grandfather was native" or "another white person saying they're 5% native"

It's just an odd feeling and I don't know how or where else to talk about it because of that

I can't be the only one who feels this way, right?

I don't know, maybe I am just like that

Adding onto this

And it kinda sucks also to be white but not have the features, I just feel insecure because I have a wider nose and a more squared out face shape (and my glasses make those features stand out even more) and thick eyebrows so I don't even fit the white beauty standards either

I'm jealous of the girls with the button noses and the heart shape faces and the wide eyes and thin eyebrows

It's odd to be the generation in your family that's just removed enough from your culture and ethnicity but not enough that you're completely white (like features and all)

I did not learn that we were native until recently, and it's my grandfather who's half native (I don't know on which side of his parents though) and looking at him it makes sense, I can see it, especially with how much more tan he is than everyone else, then he married a white women and they had kids, then their kids had kids (my generation, so only 3 generations)

And you can see it in my sister, she has the features but she's still white, she's definitely more tan than I am but she's still light-skinned, then my mother is a bit more tan than her

But I am the whitest in my family and so it feels wrong to ever mention my ethnicity or anything because it just feels like "oh another white person saying their great great great great grandfather was native" or "another white person saying they're 5% native"

It's just an odd feeling and I don't know how or where else to talk about it because of that

I can't be the only one who feels this way, right?

I don't know, maybe I am just like that

there are so many good posts going around with deactivated blogs, why have u killed yourselves at the height of your career

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