Memento

by Zech

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1.
Jim Briggs. 01:29
Verse: My time is up Safe to say that I’m fine enough So line em up, I spent enough time tryna size em up I’m a liability, if my ability's To self explode, when i unload Walking this all alone, knowing out here I’ll find my road Need that cockiness, to put it all in this Fuck my wrist,  I’ll keep my promises, that i made, in the ninth grade, when I was a tirade, watching the time fade, back when i had less than a few friends, watching Jim briggs hop out the new benz, no sense what I was doing , i didn’t even have any cents to put two in, acting like i know it all,  mind full of riches as I blow it all, show em all, all my baggage couldn’t slow the all, so crowd around watch the rise, but I’ll tell you here i don’t need a ride, much less a hand, you know what it’s a long road yeah step out the van.
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Verse: You're not the contents in your pocket I'm not conscious in the pocket Extra cautious when I'm honest It's all nonsense in the sonnet A rhyme without a reason Hiding what I keep in Lying through my teeth and Sowing what i reaped then Hell awaits I seldom face a welcome place A welcomed pace cuz with my blood I cant tell a face Squeezing the trigger thinking good riddance Thinking I already pulled the hammer so i should finish Blood on the ceiling, writing on the walls My skeletons can bury me I'm hiding from them all Sirens they sing to me, I like it when they call Head above the clouds I'm too frightened of the fall I'm too entranced in what I revel Locked into fate forever dancing with the devil im Hook: Forever dancing with the devil I'm Forever dancing with the devil Forever dancing with the devil I'm Forever dancing with the devil
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Guilt Trip. 03:24
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Verse: Twenty-One years and I'm still lost in my ways I'm so distracted I've been caught in a daze Lustful thoughts getting locked in her gaze I lost control it's better not to engage I don't talk I'm disconnected from the rest Dissociated from the beat inside in my chest A copy of a copy everything is so compressed One look into their eyes and know the feeling's they possess Thinkin to myself like, " what the fuck am I to do? " Looking at the mirror asking, " who the fuck am I to you? " Retracing every step can't remember every lie to you Can't feel your presence and I'm standing on the side of you Hopeless, a constant lost of focus Look me my eyes tell if I'm truly soulless Oblivious to the obvious I never seem to notice That these words might be as empty as my soul is Already distant didn't know I could be farther Could care less like a motherfuckin would be father Truth can set you free but everything can be harbored and the truth is I don't think I can be bothered Hook: Just can't be bothered Just can't be Just can't be bothered The truth is I can't be bothered Just can't be
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Verse: Too many demons hawking I don’t talk much So many years isolated I lost touch Too many things that I’ve I thought now I’m thought less Lost focus my wandering eye sought lust All this got me living life dishonest I'm fuckin twisted, immoral , Immodest Nothing but time on my plate so I polish I chased the rabbit down the hole now I’m in solace Addicted to nothingness it’s all I do With abundance of substance i fall into I'm still speaking to these walls like it’s all I knew I'm just the boy in the room this shit is all I knew Trapped chasing escapism Tryna bend reality to fuckin break prisms Its get money and fuck bitches like I hate Unreal but ain’t no fucking fake in him Hook: Only God forgives goslin The blind lead the blind ima lost lamb I've been trapped in this mind that goddamned Like goddamn only god forgives Only God forgives goslin The blind lead the blind ima lost lamb I've been trapped in this mind that goddamned Like goddamn only God forgives Only God forgives Only God Only God forgives
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Hereditary. Verse: Too serious I feel like I lost my wits I won't read the bible I'm afraid of the apocalypse To tell the truth I don't know who I've been honest with I'm scattered brained and I can't tell you the cause of it I'm indulging in distractions I'm losing clarity I'm engulfed in all my actions Closing my blinds I don't care for their reactions Words are full of hope but these eyes don't sense a passion I feel like the facade is snappin I'm staring at my phone I'm watching the time passing Staring at myself like I don't know what happened I'm so alone and I don't know what happened Is this destiny or karma ? I tend to tune them out all they talk about is drama All those words and it still amounts to nothingness I don't feel like a human being maybe I'm something less Perhaps I'm a figment of my imagination Just like the girls that I picture in my masterbation I'm staring at this couple with infatuation It's got me thinking of all my past relations Circles. Verse: Disconnected all my thoughts are outta wack Fuck the conversation and your talk behind my back I’ll stop it all together walk without a mask, I’m not you, I'm not lost without an act, I can wallow in this solace I'm no social drinker, Death never far from my mind a postal thinker. I'm not sure how much longer am I suppose to linger, Approaching death and I'm not sure what I'm suppose to bring her, My soul is sinking in a tar pit, My tears still soaked in the carpet, Head in the clouds and my dreams where the stars sit, Watching lives pass me by like a comet Someone save me from myself I can’t kick the habit Curiosity killed the cat, I chased the rabbit It’s just misery alone whom I can share a laugh with, Don’t ponder on my soul when I’m laying in my casket. Hook: It’s better not to tell, I’ve been running in circles like im lost in hell It’s better not to tell, I’ve been running in circles like im lost in hell It’s better not to tell I’ve been running in circles I've been lost in hell
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Hook: I told myself I was turning a leaf But here I am again burning some kief Wasting away not even earning my keep Oblivious to the end I'll probably burn in my sleep Oblivious to the end I'll probably burn in my sleep Oblivious to the end I'll probably burn in my sleep Verse: Too distracted I don't listen to my soul Living in the world so apart from the whole I wanted solace now I'm living the goal I don't recognize these hands time is taking its toll Trapped chasing escapism Just like the rest hopeless my fate's spinning Word's split into two I taste venom Fed nothing but shit now there's nothing but waste in him I'm wasting time I'm wasting lines I'm wasting dimes Nothing more than a waste of mind Nothing to offer but shit I think my time is up I might off in a bit Smoking all day getting caught in the mist But I really can't complain I sought for this shit Just a bit of happiness are how those meds taste I tried to fill my cranium left myself headspace Think I'll fill in the void with this led case and no one will hear the sound space Hook: I told myself I was turning a leaf But here I am again burning some kief Wasting away not even earning my keep Oblivious to the end I'll probably burn in my sleep Oblivious to the end I'll probably burn in my sleep Oblivious to the end I'll probably burn in my sleep Told myself I was turning a leaf But here I am again burning some kief Wasting away not even earning my keep Oblivious to the end I'll probably burn in my sleep Oblivious to the end I'll probably burn in my sleep Oblivious to the end I'll probably burn in my sleep

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released December 9, 2021

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