when the time loop gets to the part where they start committing suicide in different ways every day
[ID: A deviously smirking blue emoji tapping its fingers together. End ID]

the day that ppl finally understand and accept that there are more relationship dynamics in the world then just, “friends”, “romantic partners”, and “siblings” is the day i finally fucking rest.
Ever since I turned 23, every time I exercise my free will by doing something kind of odd I just tell myself “this is 23”
Got home from the gym just to get drunk in my own apartment on a Wednesday? This is 23. Got on the subway just to check out the new line without actually having anywhere to be? This is 23. Showed up to the family Christmas dinner stoned and laughed at all the arguments? This is 23. The vibe for my 23rd lap around the sun is to just do some fucking bullshit
Actually, you are enough. Even if you don’t work. Or study. Or go out. Or have friends. Or have family. You’re enough because you exist and your existence is enough to be enough because you are not a product. You are not a sum of output. You are not a task to complete. But because you are something the universe wanted and put here even if you’ll never understand why. Somewhere in the cosmos your existence makes a difference, even if it’s not the way others existences do.
Actually, you are enough. Even if you don’t work. Or study. Or go out. Or have friends. Or have family. You’re enough because you exist and your existence is enough to be enough because you are not a product. You are not a sum of output. You are not a task to complete. But because you are something the universe wanted and put here even if you’ll never understand why. Somewhere in the cosmos your existence makes a difference, even if it’s not the way others existences do.
ARE YOU LISTENING TO ME. YOU CANNOT TURN THE CLOCK BACK NO MATTER WHAT YOU DO. YOU HAVE TO BUILD THE FUTURE.
I DON'T CARE IF YOU ARE SCARED OR MISS THE PAST, YOU CANNOT, LOGICALLY, GO BACK TO THE PAST. DO NOT OVERINDULGE IN PERSONAL, ARTISTIC, POLITICAL OR IDEOLOGICAL NOSTALGIA. YOU HAVE TO BUILD THE FUTURE.
THE FUTURE IS THE ONLY THING WE HAVE. THIS IS NOT EVEN AN APHORISM. IT IS HOW LINEAL TIME WORKS.
ARE YOU LISTENING.
some of u should have an OnlyClowns account
what the fuck do you think a tumblr is
He's a 16 year old Edwardian ghost. He's gay. He's oblivious. He's in love with his best friend. He's got internalized homophobia. He's occasionally a woman. He's been dead for 70 years. He's never felt more alive. He is the kindest man you'll ever see. He is destined for hell. He has no rizz. Everyone wants him carnally. Edwin Payne really is THE most character of all time no one is doing it like him
absolutely underrated moment at the cottage is shane and ilya having quiet phone-on-couch time before ilya prompts a conversation. LIKE. hold on. after nearly 10 years of painful yearning and fleeting, sporadic on-the-road hookups, they can just exist in each other’s space in this incredibly mundane and domestic way. they don’t have all the time in the world but they have way more than they’ve ever had so they can just be there, laying on the couch, quietly scrolling away on their phones. no sex. no talking. no rush. just existing and relaxing. together. the thing they’ve ached for forever. and even though they’re laying on opposite ends of the couch, they’re still touching. their feet are pressed together and it’s so adorable and so casual and just. WAH. hollanov quiet phone-on-couch time at the cottage i’ll cherish you 4EVER!!!!
I’m fat I’m gay I’m chopped I’m washed I’m stupid I’m ugly I’m broke and most importantly I’m gonna make it
