Here it is autumn, which means the school year has started, which means my work at school, university and even tutoring x)
Literally something is going to happen for me just the other day that will make it very, very easy for me to paint, study and work. I'm really, really hoping for it, so I'm holding both a candle and my hands and everything I've got.
Even though I've basically reduced my workload everywhere, I've changed my lifestyle and become very mindful of my health and body (nutrition, regular early rising and going to bed, meditation, stretching, gym and so on and so forth).
The main thing is that I'm not going anywhere, it's just that I now have my slow mode back on in painting, rather than "off"