me reading my own posts: hmm.. That’s an embarrassing thing 2 post on the internet
i want my layout 2 be more chaotic & i wanna learn how to make my own theme so badly. im only proficient in like beginner level coding so maybe i should watch a yt video or something. but im lazy, so.
i gotta get more active on here. lowk thinking abt deleting any sims related stuff n just treating this as a digital diary
i hope i stay black in every lifetime. that’s the one part of my identity that i’ll never be insecure about.
i always forget im lactose intolerant. the moment i feel extremely queasy after a meal my thought process goes “ugh i must have food posioning.. wait is there milk in this?”
too many people today are choosing friends based off of aesthetics & not vibes. imagine all the connections people miss because of vanity.
obviously everyone is guilty of this to a degree– we want to become friends with people we are visually drawn to, but some people ONLY seek out friendships with people who match their style. imagine how boring it is to surround yourself with a bunch of carbon copies. you’d never learn anything new, you’d never extend yourself, and your worldview would become so tiny.
🌸 From One Mother’s Heart – Please Read 🌸
My name is Saja. I’m a wife, a mother, and a woman who once believed her story would be simple. I thought my days would be filled with watching my daughter grow — from her first smile to her first steps — surrounded by the small joys of everyday life.
But life had other plans.
War has returned to our home. Again.
And once again, we find ourselves living under skies that never seem to rest.
There was a moment — a fragile, breathless moment — when the bombs paused and the world seemed to remember us. It gave us hope. We thought maybe, just maybe, we could start to rebuild. But now, we are back in the dark — hiding, holding on, praying.
I’m writing this not as someone seeking pity, but as a mother who has no other choice but to speak.
Imagine holding your baby in the middle of the night, not because she cried, but because the world outside roared too loud for either of you to sleep. Imagine whispering bedtime stories not to lull her into dreams, but to keep the fear from settling into her tiny bones.
This is my life.
This is my daughter’s life.
And even now — especially now — I believe in softness. I believe in kindness.
Because when everything else is taken from you, hope becomes the most valuable thing you have.
Why I’m Reaching Out
Our home has been damaged. Our lives changed. But through it all, my daughter wakes up every morning with a smile. She reaches for me with trust, with love, with faith that I will keep her safe.
That’s why I keep going.
I’ve launched a campaign to ask for help — not because it’s easy, but because silence is no longer an option. I am asking for support not just for me, but for my baby, and for the quiet strength of so many mothers like me who are fighting, every single day, to hold their families together.
How You Can Help:
🤍 Help us restore parts of our home so we can live with dignity
🤍 Support women and mothers in Gaza with access to care and resources
🤍 Keep the light of hope alive for a generation born in the shadows of war
💛 If you can, please support our journey here:
If you can’t give, please consider sharing.
Your voice might be the reason someone else hears ours.
From My Heart to Yours
Maybe our lives are worlds apart. Maybe you’ve never lived through war.
But if you’ve ever held a child and wished the world could be better for them — then you understand more than you know.
I don’t want my daughter to grow up thinking the world turned away.
Please, if you’ve read this far — thank you.
Thank you for seeing us. Thank you for caring.
We are still here. Still hoping. Still holding on to every kind act like it’s a lifeline.


