NIK ⭐︎ 23 ⭐︎ HE/HIM ⭐︎ TRANSMASC ⭐︎ ALLOARO ⭐︎ QUEER

HELLO AND WELCOME TO MY DIARY / SCRAPBOOK / BRAIN / USB DRIVE / ETC. I POST FROM A PLACE OF DEEP PSYCHOLOGICAL UNWELLNESS

i’m realizing i actually don’t know anything about myself . my bad

(wip-ish. last edited 5.30.25)

STUFF I LIKE:

my chemical romance, house md, criminal minds, castle, frozen 2013, dear evan hansen, art (sewing, jewelrymaking, playing shapes and colors, zinemaking, etc etc literally anything i <3 making stuff follow my art account nikfromtheinternet), birds, psychology, beachcombing, MY DOG!!!, music <3, the pitt, miraculous ladybug, tv shows that are bad, 

TAGGING:

go to here for a wildly long list of my tags

mutuals pls tag animal harm/death & bloodposting/cannibalism/general violence (especially if it’s intended to be romantic or sexual), “#nik dont look" works as a catchall tag if yr unsure how to tag smth. if u make/rb posts sexualizing/romanticizing cannibalism, injuries, knife wounds, blood, stabbing, jesus’ side wound or whatever, etc etc etc, please tag them, i’ll probably softblock if i see it a lot it makes me uncomfortable peace&love.

my dni is in my pinned the ridiculously long version is here. you will read one the other or both

i change pfps/themes a lot, and sometimes i get really into changing my url all the time too. i have a lot of sideblogs. i post a lot & my queue is very long.

i block a LOT and i softblock often too. it’s generally not personal.

i’m really really bad at answering asks and messages. again, it’s not personal. it’s not you it’s me

i was transzoemurphy / dont-the-tears-just-pour, back in the day

other (important) old urls: aropride (2022-2024), lookatyounow (2022), osmpranboo, exileinnit (2022), ocdranboo, transzoemurphy (2021), trans-zoe-murphy (2019-2020) dont-the-tears-just-pour (2017-2019), and several others. if you’ve been here since papercliplegendfan2127 you get a veteran’s discount & a portion of my will

list of sideblogs as a treat

heartshapedobjects (aes blog)* 🪺 accessiblelovecore (image described lovecore blog) 🪺 genderqueeradrien (miraculous ladybug / youtube video essayist / occasional mcyt (i dont go there anymore but i have mutuals who do and their posts are funny sometimes) / idrk what’s going on there anymore tbh)* 🪺  meteoritesystem (system blog)* 🪺 arolust (hornyposting blog)* 🪺 kittycatofficial (kin blog) 🪺 niksfilecabinet (reference posts im saving) 🪺 basementsermons (religious trauma blog) 🪺 catboyblorbo (strawman #1) 🪺 n95-identifier (gimmick blog where i identify masks) nikfromtheinternet (art blog) i also have a vent blog but im not linking it here due to my Lore u can ask tho

*= blogs i use most often