around me black bats dive up from the dark.

firstfullmoon:

God, Gods, Powers, Lord, Universe— / BY CHEN CHEN // IF YOU CANNOT, at the moment, give me much joy, / I get it. I have asked / & received many a great joy / already. Just give me, if you can spare it, / a small joy, say, the size / of a ketchup packet. If that’s too much / to ask for, then how about a small / kindness, a tiny kindness, the size of a kiss / from a dust mote? No? / Okay. Would it be possible for you to take / away some things, then? For instance, / the soreness on the right side of my neck? / If you could remove maybe half / a pinch of that soreness, I would leap up / as though it were a great joy. I mean, / it would absolutely be a great, great joy, / thank you in advance, O / highest O mightiest O most.ALT
Still no? Well. What about this / sense that everything has become / very slippery, everything is slipping / right out of my fingers & faster / every day? I’m not asking you to cure / my fear. Nor unslipify / my fingers. Only, if you could, / if you have a quarter of a split / nanosecond, it would be / greatly appreciated, see, I don’t / need joy or kindness / or ketchup, I / beg you, if you are / a being, a higher, some / Mysteries that can listen, can / mercy, I just need to lose / a little / less quickly.ALT

Chen Chen, “God, Gods, Powers, Lord, Universe—”

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