Vent fic. - Yang Jeongin
ใ โณโง๏ฝฅ๏พ WORD COUNT: 4.8k
ใ โณโง๏ฝฅ๏พ CW: Religion (Catholicism), wavering faith (Catholic/existentialism crisis?), implied depression, non-romantic comfort, etc.
ใ โณโง๏ฝฅ๏พ A/N: This is probably the longest, most personal fic I have posted to this day. This revolves around religion, which I understand it's a sensitive subject sometimes. If religion (Catholicism) triggers you in any way, shape, or form, feel free to skip this one. Based on my current low point in life and words I've received throughout the years due to my lack of belief.
Iโve never been fond of the Church. The Catholic Church at least.
I grew up in a Catholic family; I went to a Catholic school for the first years of my education. I believed, I was devoted. I kneeled and prayed, and submitted myself. All because I used to believe God would answer my prayers, but somewhere down the line that faded.
I stopped going to church, I stopped saying his name in prayers. I stopped asking for things because he never listened, and it made me angry. Even more so, as I grew and people tried to make me turn back to being catholic.
But if Iโm honest, deep down, I still look for it in the darkness. For salvation.
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