𝐴𝑠𝑙𝑎𝑛 (Posts tagged hyunjin angst)

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Wish you were sober

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Pairing: Hyunjin X gn reader

Summary: The ending of your romantic relationship isn't a wake up call from your substance abuse, but rather a fall from grace.

Genre: Angst with a happy ending

Word Count: 2K

Trigger warning: Substance abuse/addiction, brief mention of domestic abuse, childhood trauma, drug paraphernalia, and heroin overdose.

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Tangerine stained the heel of Hyunjin’s palm. Plum purple smeared along the outside of his opposite arm. Another quiet night of solitude and soft music made his heart content. The strokes of his paintbrush gliding across the page, the gentle dabbing of blending colors together; he could get lost on nights like this. 

Weeks ago, he would have stared blankly at his canvas and shoved it off the wooden easel. Too much hurt in his heart made his brain erratic. He acted without thinking, but time healed the hurt. Not fully, but enough to survive the next day. 

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astraystayyh

La déchirure 

You exist to mourn, to ache for what was and all that will never be. Even if happiness brushed against your fingertips, dazzling and radiant, you would not recognize its face, you would distort its features into the terrible grief you’ve always known.

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pairing: figure skater!hyunjin x ballerina!reader.

genre: angst. slowwww burn. heavy and recurrent grief. healing.

warnings: mc has a bad relationship with her parents. grief is a prominent theme here so please be aware. some allusions to sex but no smut. description of injuries.

word count: 21.8k

author’s note: heyyyy…. haven’t posted anything in 3 months i feel so shy AJNSJD i say this about every fic but this fic is truly my baby it took me so long to get it done and i poured my heart into it. so please if you enjoyed reading pls pls pls let me know. it means the world and more to me. happyyy reading!!! also thanks to @hyunverse for indulging all my brainrots about this fic i LOVE YOU

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The snow falls, we fall apart.

summary: when heartbreak looms on your life, and winter becomes a time you loathe, hyunjin helps you rewrite your memories with the season, and with it, everything you once believed about love.

genre: producer student!hyunjin x reader. roommates!au. friends to lovers. acute descriptions of heartbreak and general sadness. slow burn. hurt/comfort. healing and hopeless romantic hyune. very inspired by long for you so lots of pining and yearning. (wc: 13k)

warnings: mentions of alcohol. it is implied that reader was in an a very toxic relationship but no details are shared.

a.n: happy birthday to my hyunjin, my muse, my light. thank you for being so full of love that it made me love love again in return. this is i think my most personal piece, and i hope it reminds those who need it that love should be soft and kind, that it shouldn’t hurt, that it should heal not break. i love you guys and i love you my xi, writing this collab with you has been a true honor <3 also!! please listen to long for you while reading :,)

winter falls masterlist.

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"hidden angel in the dark"

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synopsis: who could think that walking through an abandoned building would lead her and him to cry in silence comforted by their own presence.

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she was walking through the abandoned dance academy. walking and feeling all the past emotions that were here once, when people would dance their hearts out on the beautiful meaningful songs that could tear your soul apart from sadness or happiness, either one... would be perfect to see again. once again the sound of rapid footsteps be heard and rapid breathing that the dancers felt on each other's cheeks.

while walking she started hearing a song... was her mind making tricks on her? walking through the hallways I started hearing the heartbreaking music then saw light through a window from the hallway and walked near.

astonished was the last thing she could say when seeing him.

gracious dressed in white, shining like the beautiful moon that was staring at the world quietly from the scary void of the unknown.

His beautifully long black yet shiny hair was like the void that the moon was watching from.

an angel was short said, he was astonishingly stunning, moving gracefully like a ballerina, yet sad like a lost swan in search of love.

while watching she realized that a tear fell from her eye on her cheek.

she continued watching the Boy dancing in front of her without him knowing. when he finished dancing he let himself fall and stayed in a sitting position looking in the plain distance white room with his hands on both his knees, then she saw it... tears...

tears of sadness started pouring from the poor boy's eyes.

cries could be heard, the desperate cries of a boy. no... a man who could never find love, a man who had so much love to give, yet, no one wanted to accept it and no one wanted to give at least half back.

that was the true pain, something she wished no one would ever feel, yet here he was, suffering alone, crying in the darkness of his thoughts and insecurities. a beautiful yet sensitive man, in this world could never survive alone.

walking closer to him she sat down in silence and didn't say anything, just sat next to him letting slow yet big tears fall from her eyes. knowing his pain, making him feel that she knew his pain. he froze but relaxed when he saw that she was not going to say anything.

he started watching the wall in front of him while thinking. Both of them sat and cried in silence, somehow comforted by each one's presence.

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💜Purple💜

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Purple: Creativity, Royalty, Wealth

genre: heavy angst, unestablished relationship

pov: 2nd person

description: life can be lonely when everyone thinks you're perfect. Hyunjin knows that first hand.

pairing: idol!hyunjin x reader

warnings: swearing, reader is a bit of a shitty person

word count: 1,580 (unedited)

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Stray Kids Reaction (Hyung Line) - Finding you after/during an attempt

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TRIGGER WARNING: Do not read any further if you may be triggered by stories about suicide, mental health, depression, anxiety. (If there are any TW tags that you have blocked and I haven’t used, tell me! I will add them)

I would also like to make it clear that in none of scenarios is what happens actually because of the members. It is written from their perspectives where they may blame themselves, but that is not how depression normally works.

A/N: Me and my friend wrote this as a sort of therapy for ourselves. I had a panic attack and was then crying to which they responded ‘What would Bang Chan do if he saw you like this?’ (guess who my bias is) and from there things spiralled!

Hyung line: Part 1 - Part 2

Maknae line: Part 1 - Part 2

There will be a part two (which could also stand alone) of the super fluff that happens when he can properly talk to you/take care of you after.

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burn for you - h.h.j x reader

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synopsis: your yearning for your friend is interrupted by his family's plans to engage him in an arranged marriage. it's up to you to start the getaway car and steal the groom.

pairing: hyunjin x gn!reader

genre: angst? fluff? no idea. happy ending :)

wc: 8.3k (i will probably pass out if i ever shut up. i'm sorry)

cw: alcohol (both of legal drinking age), some passionate kissing, a lot of cuss words, probably unlicensed driving, mentions of food, faking passing out. rich people lmao. hyunjin is once engaged to a woman. not proofread. long ass dialogues. i hated this lmao lmk if I missed something!

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When you first met Hyunjin, you thought you would marry him. You even made him promise you that you two would marry one day.

You met him in a carousel during your later years of childhood. He rode the horse beside you but couldn't look down, too afraid of the little height between the floor and the toy.

So you got off your seat and stood on his side, holding his little hand, giving him a tiny nudge. "You won't fall," you remember saying to him, "I'm here."

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