Lost in Abjection (Demo)

by Auric Hammer

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1.
Set Adrift 06:48
Set adrift, on a ocean of apathy. No hope or heading. A smothering weight, Unseeable, ethereal. Irrefutable. Upon my chest, A hunched figure sits. A suffocating fog, steals the air from the breast. A reflection, Of long lost meaning Hollow dark eyes. Unblinking, sinister stare. Bleeding in technicolour From between its toothy grin. Visions of the beyond, Flood into My mind. Paralysed by the slobbering void It beckons for my embrace. Reaching out its rotten hand. To pull me within. Summon the strength, To open my eyes and rise to my feet Set adrift, on a ocean of hope New course new meaning.
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Fully rebuked of purpose, Faced in totality with the absurd, Existing simply to exist. Where we've lost the ones we live for. Betrayed by our gods. Cast aside by society. We are all confronted by the absurd. The human mind, bears the capacity for reason. Yet our world holds no such thing. The futility of all actions taken. From which we can not return. The human mind, bears the capacity for reason. Yet our world holds no such thing. The futility of all actions taken. From which we can not return. The self exists for no reason Then ultimately ceases to be. Life is a constant cycle of vain endeavours Since it is meaningless, this moment of becoming is precious and a beautiful thing. Existence proceeds essence We are not born with nor gifted meaning But must craft it for ourselves The lucidity which constitutes our torture. At the same time crowns our victory. There is no fate which cannot be surmounted by scorn The struggle itself towards the heights is enough to fill a man's heart. The human mind, bears the capacity for reason. Yet our world holds no such thing. The human mind, bears the capacity for reason. Yet our world holds no such thing.
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Where everything is built on unstable shores. No ships come to tie their moors. Nothing left behind, nothing to remind. The soul of what could be, what's lost and shall not return. Lost in abjection And I wonder why I can't seem to connect With the world at large. Those around me or those I claim to love. And I wonder why This sorrow haunts my very being Loss follows every heart So why am I alone. And I seem to wonder Why the world is suffering Why we're all suffering So why are we alone. I seem to wonder. I seem to wander, lost in abjection. Where everything is built on unstable shores. No ships come to tie their moors. Nothing left behind, nothing to remind. The soul of what could be, what's lost and shall not return. Lost in abjection

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Recorded at Odist's Vestige Studio on stolen land of Wadawurrung People

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released August 19, 2025

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Auric Hammer Melbourne, Australia

Skull Crushing.
Soul Cleaving.
Heart Wrenching. Doom.

-Brodric Wellington
-Stuart Chadwick

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