Hello. Im looking for help, for a community. I am curious about converting to judaism - specifically i want to know if I want to be serious about converting. Im reading the books, studying the Torah, reading everything really - but now I want to know the community. I want real life examples and answers and not just the textbook correct ones. Every time I get discouraged by something in judaism - I always end up coming back.

The thing is, im a witch. Im a kitchen/green witch. I mostly work as a herbalist, nothing fancy or ornate, but its a big part of my life and I want to try to integrate it. But I can't find the answers to my questions. I can find the textbook answers, but not the real life cultural answers, tou know?

I tried the jewitch discord, because im serious about BEING serious about converting - and was told they didnt have the space for me. So im turning to Tumblr to try to find people.

And I know online is a poor substitute for real life - but I live an hour from the synagogue I would go to and I dont want to waste everyone's time while I think about converting but am not serious about it yet, if that makes sense.

Help, please