How about you? What are you guys grateful for? Reblog and share what TBB meant to you!
Thanks for tagging me @lightwise! I've seen this post circulating, and it's taken me a few days to organize my chaotic thoughts into some semblance of order, and I've now rewritten this post three times.
I had never been active in a fandom before last year. I was a professional lurker, but always too intimidated to jump in. After the season 2 finale, I dealt with the end of season 2 by starting to write fanfiction. Copious amounts of fanfiction. Yea, even a plethora of fanfiction. Between March 21 and December 31 of last year, I wrote over 200,000 words of fanfiction.
For context, I had never written fiction of any kind before; all of my writing had been scientific publications and grant proposals. I had always wanted to write fiction, but somehow the stakes seemed too high. But with fanfiction, there were no stakes. What was the worst that could happen? Nobody read my story? That didn't sound so bad.
So I wrote Martyrs and Kings.
"But DJ!" you might say. "Martyrs and Kings has nothing to do with The Bad Batch!"
AND THAT'S WHERE YOU'RE WRONG. Because M&K is about a clone FINALLY getting closure and a chance at happiness and peace. Yes, Kix is the main character. But in my mind as I was writing, Kix was a stand-in for every clone who deserved better than what he got in canon, including the Bad Batch, and especially Tech.
I published the first chapter on Star Wars Day, May 4 of last year. I had no Tumblr followers, and I'd never published any other fanfiction. I had no idea what I was doing. Unsurprisingly, nobody read it. I made a couple of memes for Star Wars day and dropped them on Tumblr. Hardly anybody interacted. Shocking, I know. It felt lonely as hell. So I started trying to interact with the blogs I'd followed when I first joined, and quickly ran into some unpleasantness that made me seriously consider dumping the rest of M&K on AO3 and disappearing from the face of the earth.
And then @freesia-writes came along.
And then @deejadabbles. Then @sev-on-kamino, and @anxiouspineapple99, and @523rdrebel, and @wings-and-beskar,
and @sunshinesdaydream, and @starrylothcat, and @littlemissmanga, and @nika6q, and @sinfulsalutations,
and @enigmaticexplorer, and @arcsimper5, and @moonlightwarriorqueen, and @clonethirstingisreal, and @goblininawig, and on and on, and suddenly, it didn't feel so lonely, because for the first time in my life, I could talk to people who get it.
And that was just the first wave. I'm STILL making new friends every single day because of TBB and TCW fandoms. I am absolutely blown away by how many wonderful, lovely, kind folks I've met through this fandom, and now that I've realized it's all happened in less than a year, it's even more incredible to me. Because one year ago, I didn't have a single Star Wars friend. And now I have all of you. And that is the thing I'm most grateful for.
There are so many more people that I should have tagged, many of whom have already responded to this post (@frostycatblr-fandom-files I see you, my friend). Because I'm just as overwhelmingly grateful for my newer friends like @smw-on-kamino, @eternal-transcience, @ladyzirkonia, @littlefeatherr,
@vrycurious, @coffeeandbatboys, @starstofillmydream, @griffedeloup and OF COURSE @/lightwise! And there are more. So many more. And if I haven't tagged you, please know I wasn't intentionally excluding you.
So there you go. As much as I love the series, the thing I'm most grateful for is you. 🩵🩵🩵