[guy whose bedtime is approaching fast] I need to write one billion words right now. and draw everything that has ever existed.
mani was just talking to my bf on the phone and I asked him a question, and he fell asleep in the like 30 seconds it took him about it man (I have been left with my question unanswered)
Found on the Internet Archive (image IDs in alt text).
vocaloid isn't a genre and hatsune miku isn't a musician yet it always feels wrong to just call her an instrument bc of the community around it. vocal synth fans will listen to whatever genre so long as it has their robotic blorbos in it. you dont see people buying figures of the gibson sj-200 acoustic guitar. idk it's fun how it exists in this kinda nebulous space where synthesizer meets fictional celebrity. a unique beast.
how long are yall gonna hold on to the belief that somehow white women aren’t predatory when they repeatedly use their race nd gender as a shield to write cp, inc*st fics, treat mlm relationships as a fetish, turn racism into a kink, nd romanticize ab*sive relationships? white women writing abt the black marvel guy getting off on st*ve r*gers calling him the n word, the way white women built whole PROLIFIC careers writing underage hp fics (most of them including inc*st), the lifting up of ab*sive ships like reylo nd then actively trying to paint john boyega as a monster just bc he’s black. these ‘fandom moms’ go out of their way to try nd groom young kids in fandom nd sexualize children in media too. like call a spade a spade. these white women love to say ‘fan fiction is where women can be free’ or whatever when they’re just using feminist rhetoric to be predators nd it needs to stop










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