having a chronically ill pet AND ocd + anxiety really is the most hellish combination one could imagine i say as my little tummy issues girlie is in hospital and i thought i’d be able to take her home today but she had a little backslide overnight and now i can’t 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 this is the sixth day now i miss her so much and am so insanely worried about her askdhskdjsk and so obviously i’m catastrophizing in the worst ways one could possibly imagine although the doc did say there’s no evidence at all of it being cancer or pancreatitis or any of the other really big really scary things it’s something to do with one of the layers of her intestines not being active like it should be and not moving food properly through her system but they don’t know what could be causing that 🥲🥲🥲 that and she won’t fucking eat 😭😭 anyway thank fuck for pet insurance i mean i’ve still paid like $2300 out of pocket and my parents paid another $1000 but that’s with 90% coverage. so can you fucking imagine what it would be if we didn’t have that mine