Projects I vaguely referenced in a bsky post, these two pieces aren’t sequential but are meant to be viewed together. This is an assignment where it got interest during critique but I couldn’t exactly explain Being Nonhuman in a way orthohumans could understand, so it ended up being viewed very symbolically (in ways that were a bit close, but still slightly off the mark).
The full, actual, explanation is that both pieces depict the alienation felt by being a nonhuman-identifying person in art school. The figures in the first image are vaguely human shaped, but featureless and hazy at best. They’re an idea of the human form, while the drawing of myself is very clear and detailed. It is also social isolation, because creating meaningful connections with others requires some self-authenticity, and no part of “being a dog” can really be explained to a fellow student most of the time.
The second image is an attempt to draw the human forms, which comes out just as squiggly as the figures. The hands lose color and form as the panels progress because it’s difficult to draw humans well enough. Everyone else has been doing it for years, it’s hard to tell how I even got in if I can’t do something basic like that, but I continue to scribble until it looks somewhat decent and the color starts to come back. I can keep the facade going for a little bit longer that I’m definitely a normal art student and can do the prerequisites that students have to do, and not that I’ve barely ever drawn a human figure in my life because that’s not a lens I can see myself in.
Drawing takes practice of course, so it’s not impossible to learn, but I am embarrassingly behind the entire body of visual arts type majors. A dog among towering figures that has to pretend to know how to do what they do