I’m sorry if I’m not online much today, I’m really not in a good mood with stuff happening in my personal life…
Maybe I do need a break from social media sometimes…
+ c's thoughts + especially not helped it gotten my mother worried + thst she thinks something is wrong with me + i don't agree with with a lot things she said + but she does have a point that maybe being online sometimes isn't healthy + especially when i see constant fandom discourse and doomscroll + negative
I hate being poor…
I really hate my job…
I’m not having a great day at work…
I wish I could show off my Guilty Gear OC, but at the same time, I’m fearful my OC is too basic compared to the others I’ve seen let alone thinking no one would care about them.
I may have to put some stuff on a queue for now, not in the great mood today…
Not really much in a great mood today to celebrate Faust’s birthday, I may just take a break today and leave some stuff in a queue…
I hate that I feel alienated from the Faust fandom. There are people coming up with some good headcanons and ideas regarding Faust and here I am just…not doing anything.
Especially worse when you have your own ideas regarding Faust and an OC, yet your worried you might tick of certain stans of the former.
Maybe it’s just some PTSD from my previous fandoms, but still…
Logging off for tonight, not in a great mood…