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30. she/her. cst timezone. minors dni. sporadic activity. please don’t reply to my threads with double or triple spaced formatting <3
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desiresherasked
"you're the prettiest thing i've ever seen." poppy & dealer's choice.
egotistivalanswered
maybe she’s become so used to backhanded, disgusting comments on a video forum that hearing a genuine one from poppy comes as a shock. for a moment, she can’t do anything but stare, trying to decipher what the other might want from her. everyone seems to always want something; poppy can’t be that different, can she? the flush comes a little delayed but its there, high in her cheeks and warmer than anything in the chilled air. “i-” but she’s still at a loss for what to say. a furrow comes to her brow as she watches the intricate expressions flash across poppy’s face, her hand rising until it rests on the back of her neck, a sign of stress. “thank you.” but she still sounds unsure, like at any second poppy will snatch the compliment back and say psyche! but it doesn’t happen then. “if you mean it, i mean; thank you if you mean it.”
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was going to try and do my drafts but… gosh guys I’m gonna be so for real and say that I had a dr appointment today for the endoscopy follow up I had and they found absolutely nothing.. which I’m thankful for but I also still have absolutely no answer as to why I’m having such an issue with eating and swallowing and why I’ve lost so much weight.. so I’ve just felt really conflicted and down all day. Tonight, if I get on, i’m just going to be focused on muse related things and go wherever I feel like
no your boyfriend cannot come. if you put him in front of me i’m killing him
“it is silly though because... i thought there was a chance there. i thought that maybe i had finally gotten it right. i just turned out to be more delusional than i thought.” in the end, this was her biggest fear. to be caught up in the idea of dating someone and feeling like her life wasn’t purely consumed by work and her ambition. her thoughts were cut off once she felt the warmth of his hand pressing into her back. eloise didn’t tense, instead she leaned into his touch some more. it was such a simple gesture but it was on that grounded her into place. one that reassured her that he was there with her and she didn’t have to sink into this pit. she finally looked up at him. “i’m sorry,” she whispered to him. “you have to sit here and watch me throw myself a pity party over... dating and the disappointment of it all. you’ve always been one call away and you’re here in a blink of an eye.” her voice trails, tucking herself into him.
“i don’t think that’s silly at all. isn’t that what everyone goes through when they first start dating someone? the hope of it all…” he himself hadn’t been on a date in years. since noah’s sister died three years ago, noah kind of shut down; he’d become something a hermit in that time and hadn’t branched out of his bubble for anyone - except eloise. she’d come around at a time when he’d really needed someone, when his mental health had been so, so bad. she was his sunshine for awhile, until he could gradually find his own way. but he still hadn’t ventured out into the world of dating; sometimes he thought about the inevitability of things ending a little too much. he assumed that people would inevitably grow tired of him and so he never gave them an opportunity to leave. it was different - or at least, he hoped it was - with her. but a part of him was still waiting. “don’t be sorry,” and he caught her then, his arms pulling her into his embrace tightly, a sigh escaping him. “you know that i would rather be here than not..” squeezing his eyes tightly shut, he remembered those last few months of his sisters life before she made the decision to end it all. and how he’d felt so much guilt at being unable to help her still, even when she made it virtually impossible to do so.
below the cut are some new muses and muses i had before that i’d love more stuff for !! i listed some plot points down below but honestly up for any and all the things. will come to you for starter preference and plots !
fated
soulmates
Name
sun
Timezone
cst
Age
30