Watery Grave

by Esox

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1.
As the sunset bleeds gold on the horizon I walk alongside the freezing Gjoll An abyss of nature and hopelessness The bleakest thoughts and the darkest waters No light reaches here, no life, no happiness Nothing of what I have left behind. Weightless rain against the water is the Death Knell of my own demise The rain and the current are my only companions They both sing a melancholic melody In the river I see a reflection of my nihilism Of how my life was wasted away In those below I see myself And the sorrow that runs within And as I drown it in the rain The rain drowns in the water Slowly descending into the painless waters As I lose touch with my body My blood will flow away And my bones will be laid to rest Those who wander in these waters Live at ease with the meaninglessness of life I detach from my former self, bound with nature I have descended above the water Before my passing I see a Gleam of light above the surface Life generates from my remains And death is all around me Caressed by the water’s soft touch I witness the passing of time My memories unrevealed My legacy forgotten I am in ruin I am decaying
2.
[Instrumental]
3.
Through history and fantasy Swimming through the depths of time A manifestation of nature’s wrath The mighty Cetacean shall sink us all The heartless voids of the universe The visible absence of color Its body scarred by the failures of man The mighty Leviathan shall sink us all Blood and sweat Spilled for one’s revenge Weightless rain against The Whale’s brow Why is God deaf? He has abandoned us To the titan of the sea There's no hope for us There is no Heaven for our souls Only our remains buried at sea Sink us Sink the Sun Drown us Drown the Sun “Consider the subtleness of the sea; how its most dreaded creatures glide under water, unapparent for the most part, and treacherously hidden beneath the loveliest tints of azure. Consider also the devilish brilliance and beauty of many of its most remorseless tribes, as the dainty embellished shape of many species of sharks. Consider, once more, the universal cannibalism of the sea; all whose creatures prey upon each other, carrying on eternal war since the world began.” The Whale has killed God...
4.
Esox lucius 13:25
Winter, we reach for the warmth of our hearts Spring, we reach for the light of the Sun Summer, you left me in the shallows Fall, is there anything left to say? Against the water like weightless rain I will dive away I’ll still see you in my stream of consciousness You have blinded me as if you were the Sun I casted clouds of Melancholia To protect me from your burning touch The rain haunts me forever more Reminding me of that cold November night In liquid and liquor I found my peace Fooling myself that forgetting was possible In silence I yearned I was lost in the sea Holding rivers of desperation A Pale Mantle of Ashes The Snake eating the Marrow Of the day that will never come Drown every emotion Numb every feeling Lay drenched in the river Grey skies of doom Green leaves falling Against seasons of desperation Black birds witnessed my suicide From blood stained trees Gazing above the water My body is an ecosystem Hidden within myself The beast awaits its prey Painted like vegetation Unnaturally still Only responding to beastly Natural instincts Among lily pads and sunken logs The Esox Vaudeville “Against the dream darkness beneath night’s darkness had freed”
5.
Walden 04:59
“I went to the woods because I wished to live deliberately, to front only the essential facts of life, and see if I could not learn what it had to teach, and not, when I came to die, discover that I had not lived.” “I did not wish to live what was not life”
6.
I cherish the day that will never come When I no longer despise the sun Of rose tinted petals blowing in the wind And your blurred image on the sea shore Where I drowned all our flowers I deny myself the comfort of remembrance For all the water under the bridge Still is from the same river We are nothing but meager rivers With no beginning, with no end With no purpose, with no hope With no answers, with no fulfillment I hate the Sun Drown the Sun

about

"From my will my throat to the river, and into the sea..."

Esox long awaited first album, Watery Grave, will be released on May 9th both digitally and on CD form.

A concept album about a man committing suicide by drowning, as he dies he reflects on life, death, nature and the human species.

Watery Grave has been in the works for the last 5 years and it combines atmospheric black metal with post rock, doom metal, shoegaze and neofolk influences.
FFO: Agalloch, Alcest, Alda, Ahab, Deafheaven, Death in June, Franco Battiato, Musk Ox, River Monsters, Oh Hiroshima, Slowdive, Sol Invictus, Wayfarer, Werner Herzog.

credits

released May 9, 2025

Esox is:
F.S: all instruments and lyrics.

Special thanks to:
M.S(for his support and spoken words on tracks 3;5;6)
L.M (for the artwork layout and design)
G.F @nosevomitrecords (for helping with printing)
Agalloch, Jeremy Wade, Werner Herzog, Franco Battiato (in memory 1945-2021).

Also thanks to: R.M, G.B, N.R, M.dM, G.C, G.P, D.G, F.I, A.B, A.K.K, C.B and the many forgotten ones.

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Atmospheric Black Metal from Italy. Dealing with depression, nihilism and underwater inhabitants.

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