— i cant believe people see quietness as a weakness...

saw this post the other day that talked about how even if you do manage to have friends these days it often doesn’t feel like you’re living life with them. it’s not always the case and there are exceptions but it can really feel like you just catch up with them once in a blue moon and basically just report what you’ve been doing to them and they do the same until the next time the stars align and you both have enough time and energy and money to do it again. we’re not quite as integrated into each other’s existences as much as we used to be

im not complaining because i expect you to fix anything im complaining to bond with you. omggggg find your hater spirit

whoever said hardship makes you grow lied i fear

hey im happy for everyone that gets to experience friendship love and genuine care. i would kill myself to be you

people are more than happy to expect you to just accept and get over the limitations of disability/chronic illness when it comes to preventing you from having friends or travelling or building a family or going out but as soon as you can’t work full time in addition to that they will think of every reason under the sun why youre actually just lazy. and barely human at all

being neurodivergent and having someone you don’t know well joke around with you is like. is this jail. are we in jail

i kind of wish my parents were just cartoonishly evil instead of uncaring, irresponsible selfish but complex traumatised human beings

you could do everything right and still when you die it’s just like. another mundane event that means very little to very little people. what the hell are we doing here

access to effective mental health treatment being entirely dictated by your economic position ISSSS violence bitch

i love how they spend your whole life excluding you and belittling you and telling you theres Something Wrong With You and when youre finally like ok theres Something Wrong With Me and i cant do xyz because theres Something Wrong With Me. theyre like ummm youre making that up