literally how it feels

I love thinking I'm a hater and then meeting a real hater and going wow that does not look fun actually. Going back to my lukewarm hater ways. Performative haterdom. I couldn't name five hater bands.

I read books and sometimes I even finish them

maybe if you had read every post i have ever made you would have correctly interpreted the tone of my post

WHO UP JORKING IT AND HAVING FANTASIES OF PERVERSE NATURE

things will work out + it’s still early + not everything is lost + trees

my problem is i want somebody to love me madly and lust for me greatly and nothing else will do. but i’m really annoying and not that hot

Characters who are like “let’s run away together let’s get away from all this” when it’s already too late!!!!!!!

fuck my stupid baka life is really the greatest phrase known to man

they should. give me one thousand dollars every month so i can commission artists who are very clearly unwell