so i guess tw uspsetty stuff..

so as most of you may know ive been pretty MIA, for the past like week-ish. i was just not feeling great, and then 5 days ago, i got the worst stomach ache ive had, and it just kept getting worse and worse. well on the 7th i went to the ER and they did some cat scans and x-rays to see what was wrong with me.

turns out I have Lymphadenopathy along my esophagus/stomach. i am going to be seeing an Oncologist because they are thinking its Lymphoma or some cancer of the sort. On top of that my lung disease is getting progressively worse and i have just been in extreme pain the whole week from both kicking my ass.. i have been almost bed bound if i let myself these past 5 days...

so i just cant get a break this year apparently.

to those i owe commissions to and want a refund, please let me know so i can see what i can do for a refund. i dont have a lot of money right now so it might have to be over time.. im going to still try to stream because i have bills to pay but im going to try to juggle as best as i can between work and my private life. im going to *also* try to still work on comms but its a very very long list and i am just at a loss on how to even start back up...

initially i wasnt going to announce it like this, but you guys deserve an explanation for being so patient with me, with the move, and me being so slow.
i will find out more about my condition hopefully within the week if the doctors can squeeze me in.

im so sorry to whoever i upset with this news.

-Powo/Po-