A lot of things have been piling up and I am neglecting art because of it. My inspiration has been at a stand still and my love of myself has been at its lowest. It has been my fault

A little explanation
I do a lot of things between work, lab research, college classes, mascoting and clubs on campus. It is great when I do my best to put my hand out for everyone and I get nothing when I ask. It is all just draining when I get no thank yous or hugs, just "you need to do better" "[insert others name] is doing this so much better you should follow their lead" "we are using everything you planned in the other space so you have to plan something else and less nice because I am cutting your budget". Then come home to a boyfriend who is extremely depressed and hints at my not doing enough around the house and that I don't contribute much money wise. It all just hurts and drains me sssssssssssoooooooooooooo muuuuchhh. I know this is all excuses but it is so you can get a better idea of why I have been absent

I will be on spring break next week so art, papers and studying in Texas away from all the madness will be happening. Let me know if you want your commission prioritized so I know what to start on first. I honestly need just hours of drawing and a spa day so hopefully I will be refreshed