💭 How I feel about this character
Okay, so, one of my biggest secrets is that I actually really love Rufus as he exists in canon and I really always have. He’s not a good person, he’s never going to be a good person, but he doesn’t have to be. I said in my post on Barret that sometimes good people do bad things, and sometimes bad people do good things—where Barret is in the former camp, Rufus is firmly in the latter, at least post-Meteorfall.
See, he’s a very bad person who does very bad things prior to Meteorfall, and he actually has very few redeeming qualities before and during the Crisis. He hates his dad for being an idiot, not for hurting people; he wants to take over Shinra for power, not to help anyone; he’s manipulative and calculating and sees people as little more than chess pieces for him to move around.
Sometimes bad people do good things. It doesn’t make them good people. You can accept their help, you can rely on them, you can even trust them, but that doesn’t make them good people. That characterization still holding true even after Meteorfall is one of the coolest things about his character to me, because it’s like…things aren’t black and white. You don’t have to be a good person to do the right thing. You don’t even have to like doing it. But you should still do it. Rufus is not a good person, and I wouldn’t have him any other way.
I don’t talk about him often because a lot of Western Rufus fans don’t actually like or even accept his canon characterization, so the version of him that is lauded in fandom is not the one I am into. This is very difficult for me.
💞 All the people I ship romantically with this character
My actual OTP for Rufus, believe it or not, is Elfe. In a lot of my various RPs over the years they’re actually endgame. I also kinda ship him with Reeve (as stated in my post about Reeve), am sure he has some sort of homoerotic weirdness going on with Tseng, and believe that he was super attracted to both Sephiroth and Veld growing up.
🤝 My non-romantic OTP for this character
Tseng, as discussed in my post on him. They genuinely have one of the best dynamics I’ve ever seen, and nobody ever explores it, and it makes me so fucking sad because it’s so good.
Tseng is Rufus’ most valuable belonging, his most priceless toy, the queen on the chess board without whom he, the king, is sure to fall. He saved Tseng from his father’s wrath because he needs Tseng to survive, and Tseng knows it—but Rufus also knows that Tseng’s debt to him will only run so deep for so long, that he’d be the one left on the tracks in a test of loyalty if it were Veld’s life on the other line. There’s a scene in Rebirth (after Tseng flirts with Reeve), where Rufus lies to Tseng’s face about his interest in the Promised Land, and Tseng doesn’t know Rufus well enough to know he’s lying. Tseng, likewise, had seconds before been manipulating Rufus in order to make sure Aerith remained safe, and Rufus didn’t know Tseng well enough to tell that he was being manipulated. They trust each other more than anyone in the world, and they don’t know one another at all.
They’re two parts of a single unit in the same way as a hand on a sword. Rufus is the hand, Tseng is the sword, but if Rufus slips then that blade will run him through just the same as anyone else. Likewise, the hand can destroy the sword at any time, it can swing it in such a way that it’s sure to shatter if the prize seems worthy enough, it can throw it into fire to melt it down if it stops serving its purpose, and there’s nothing the sword can do about it.
Both of them know this, and they maintain a very delicate balance of existential codependency that isn’t likely to break until some time after Omega’s husk is caught in orbit. It’s fucking fantastic.
🚫 My unpopular opinion about this character
Rufus is a bad person! He doesn’t care about people as people! He has a pretty weak concept of personhood altogether—he wasn’t raised to be a person and I think he just projected that understanding onto everyone else, he sees himself as a tool as much as everyone else. The only difference is that as long as he’s at the top, he gets to decide how all his tools are to be used, and that includes himself. The only way Rufus has ever tasted freedom is through his control of others. He does get better with this postcanon, but it’s a pretty key aspect of his character that people just don’t like to play with for reasons beyond my understanding. If you wanna give someone a redemption arc, you have to admit why it is that they need to be redeemed.
Oh also he’s still disabled postcanon, fuck all you people with legs that work 100% of the time. He’s not always in a wheelchair once he’s cured of Geostigma, but he will always be a wheelchair user. Dark is now a service animal. (Tseng is also a service animal. Reeve is a therapy cat.)
🌟 One thing I wish would happen / had happened with this character in canon
I actually really like what they’re doing with Rufus in the FF7R series so I’m just excited to see what he does next. Looking forward to him getting his worldview turned on its head when Cloud gives Sephiroth the Black Materia!
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