Dead Bird Dream

by Daudi Matsiko

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    Side A - Dead Bird Dream EP

    1. Tiger’s Dream (featuring. Tiger Cohen-Towell)
    2. Dead Bird
    3. How Can I Love? (featuring. Ríoghnach Connolly)
    4. Tukutendereza

    Side B - Demos (VINYL ONLY)

    5. Song 41 - How Can I Love? 22.10.24 (demo)
    6. I Need You To Stop Calling My Phone 29.12.18 (demo)
    7. Tukutendereza 21.04.25 (demo)
    8. Hymn 04.07.18 (demo)

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  • Record/Vinyl + Digital Album

    Marbled green limited edition vinyl. Limited to 150 copies with exclusive b-side of unheard and unreleased demos and alternative versions of songs.

    Picture is a mock up and may look slightly different.

    Side A - Dead Bird Dream EP

    1. Tiger’s Dream (featuring. Tiger Cohen-Towell)
    2. Dead Bird
    3. How Can I Love? (featuring. Ríoghnach Connolly)
    4. Tukutendereza

    Side B - Demos (VINYL ONLY)

    5. Song 41 - How Can I Love? 22.10.24 (demo)
    6. I Need You To Stop Calling My Phone 29.12.18 (demo)
    7. Tukutendereza 21.04.25 (demo)
    8. Hymn 04.07.18 (demo)

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  • Record/Vinyl + Digital Album

    Black vinyl. Limited to 150 copies with exclusive b-side of unheard and unreleased demos and alternative versions of songs.

    Picture is a mock up and may look slightly different.

    Side A - Dead Bird Dream EP

    1. Tiger’s Dream (featuring. Tiger Cohen-Towell)
    2. Dead Bird
    3. How Can I Love? (featuring. Ríoghnach Connolly)
    4. Tukutendereza

    Side B - Demos (VINYL ONLY)

    5. Song 41 - How Can I Love? 22.10.24 (demo)
    6. I Need You To Stop Calling My Phone 29.12.18 (demo)
    7. Tukutendereza 21.04.25 (demo)
    8. Hymn 04.07.18 (demo)

    Includes unlimited streaming of Dead Bird Dream via the free Bandcamp app, plus high-quality download in MP3, FLAC and more.
    Download available in 24-bit/48kHz.
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    ships out within 15 days
    edition of 150 
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1.
Sleep on the floor Give up the bed A bird flew in It dropped down dead Brain on the floor The sheets are wet No worries when There should be dread No worries when There should be dread I should be scared Of what it meant A white bird dead No innocence What came before? Guilt weighs like lead Coincidence? A warning sent? I should be panicking I will lose you You will lose me too
2.
Dead Bird 04:34
I cannot change things I cannot hit rewind Much as I'd like to I cannot get back the time Can't tell the difference Between your truth and a lie Weight on my shoulders Anger built up over time Don't know how to tell you Without causing tears in my eyes I fucking hate you And it is eating me alive
3.
Feel like giving up I don’t feel worthy How could I be? You don’t even know me Don’t get my hopes up I’ve been so lonely Please Please? Skin isn’t enough I need you to hold me and Be consistent How can I love Anyone else If I don’t learn To love myself I’ve been so lost I let my shame own me Can’t feel I can’t feel If my heart’s the cost Please let me pay slowly Deal? Do we have a deal? How can I love Anyone else If I don’t learn To love myself
4.
Tukutendereza Yesu I am figuring things out Am I home or am I not home? Sometimes here, I’m filled with doubt Under sun feel I belong here But then I feel I stick out My skin soft, it is at ease here But my voice makes foreign sounds And I don’t know Which way I should go Pull apart everything I know Two lands, call neither one home Tukutendereza Yesu But I’ve loved this winters mouth I am cold and bigotry stays here Psychosis has worn me out No longer believe in saviours I have tried to be devout I am struggling with changing To decolonise my house And I don’t know Which way I should go Pull apart everything I know Two lands, call neither one home Tukutendereza Yesu I am figuring things out Am I home or am I not home? Sometimes here, I’m filled with doubt

credits

released November 28, 2025

All songs written, arranged and produced by Daudi Matsiko
Mixed and additional production and support by Adam Scrimshire www.scrimshire.com

All drums recorded and engineered by Chris Boot at Not Paramount Studio www.notparamount.com
Wind instruments and double bass recorded by Daudi and Adam Scrimshire at Adam’s home studio.

Daudi plays an OM model guitar hand made by Jamie Swannell of Swannell Guitars - it has inspired many, many songs and continues to do so. www.swannellguitars.co.uk

Tiger Cohen-Towell’s vocals recorded by Daudi at HACK+SLAM in Nottingham
Ríoghnach Connolly’s vocals recorded at Fuzzy Elephant Studio in Manchester. Generously engineered by Joe Reiser and Lee Aston. www.fuzzyelephant.co.uk

Everything else recorded by Daudi at home in Notts.

Mastered by Katie Tavini www.weirdjungle.com
Pressed at The Jungle Record Press www.thejunglerecordpress.com
Cover photo by Alex Kozobolis www.alexkozobolis.com
Front cover make up by Phoenix Gouk sophiegoukmua.com
Art and logo by Stephen Teeuw www.art-bus.co.uk
Design by Veil Projects www.veilprojects.com

Special thanks to Morgan Fraser Jones at RAK Studio’s for their support, encouragement and help with early demo’s, exploring arrangements at the beginning of the process. Also MASSIVE thanks to RAK Studio’s for letting us use their recreation room to apply the make-up (the beak) for the front cover of this record! Thank you Tegen Nicholls & Morgan for helping us out with that, thank you RAK Studios! Thank you so much to Mum, Dad, Judith and Anks! Thank you so much to Adam Scrimshire for being a brother and mentor throughout the process of making this record. Thank you so much to Joe Reiser and Lee Aston for engineering and recording Ríoghnach’s vocals at their very special studio, Fuzzy Elephant in MCR. Also thank you Joe and Lee for having patience with my chaotic approach to tracking. Thank you so much to Gavin Poole & Do Nothing for letting me use their space HACK+SLAM in Nottingham to record Tiger’s vocal’s. Massive extra special thanks to the musicians, artists and creative folks that have been a part of bringing this record to life. Judith, Adam, Chris, Caitlin, Cam, Judith, Tiger, Gav, Ríoghnach, Joe, Lee, Katie, Phoenix, Adam K, Stephen and Duncan. Love you. Also thank you so much, to you know who, for you know what. Big ups. Massive big ups to Nick Adams and The Jungle Record Press for the incredible turn around time and Dan Gray for putting me on to them. MASSIVE thanks to Naomi Palmer forever and everyone at Earth Agency for the endless love! Thank you for keeping me employed! Thank you so much to Music Support, for the support. It changed everything.
Thank you so much to POWER UP, PRS Foundation and Albert’s Favourites who supported my album The King of Misery, which led me to making this record. Massive love and thanks to Divorce and GoGo Penguin too. And my friends! Thank you so much for being there for me. I am grateful for you, always. And finally, thank you, listener, friend, for getting hold of this record however it came to you. Thank you for being here. If things get too heavy, please reach out to someone. See you at a gig!
All my love, Daudi xx

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Daudi Matsiko's debut album 'The King of Misery' is a hauntingly beautiful exploration of depression, bipolar disorder, and finding hope in that experience.

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