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Sleep on the floor
Give up the bed
A bird flew in
It dropped down dead
Brain on the floor
The sheets are wet
No worries when
There should be dread
No worries when
There should be dread
I should be scared
Of what it meant
A white bird dead
No innocence
What came before?
Guilt weighs like lead
Coincidence?
A warning sent?
I should be panicking
I will lose you
You will lose me too
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Dead Bird
04:34
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I cannot change things
I cannot hit rewind
Much as I'd like to
I cannot get back the time
Can't tell the difference
Between your truth and a lie
Weight on my shoulders
Anger built up over time
Don't know how to tell you
Without causing tears in my eyes
I fucking hate you
And it is eating me alive
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Feel like giving up
I don’t feel worthy
How could I be?
You don’t even know me
Don’t get my hopes up
I’ve been so lonely
Please
Please?
Skin isn’t enough
I need you to hold me
and
Be consistent
How can I love
Anyone else
If I don’t learn
To love myself
I’ve been so lost
I let my shame own me
Can’t feel
I can’t feel
If my heart’s the cost
Please let me pay slowly
Deal?
Do we have a deal?
How can I love
Anyone else
If I don’t learn
To love myself
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Tukutendereza
03:49
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Tukutendereza Yesu
I am figuring things out
Am I home or am I not home?
Sometimes here, I’m filled with doubt
Under sun feel I belong here
But then I feel I stick out
My skin soft, it is at ease here
But my voice makes foreign sounds
And I don’t know
Which way I should go
Pull apart everything I know
Two lands, call neither one home
Tukutendereza Yesu
But I’ve loved this winters mouth
I am cold and bigotry stays here
Psychosis has worn me out
No longer believe in saviours
I have tried to be devout
I am struggling with changing
To decolonise my house
And I don’t know
Which way I should go
Pull apart everything I know
Two lands, call neither one home
Tukutendereza Yesu
I am figuring things out
Am I home or am I not home?
Sometimes here, I’m filled with doubt
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Daudi Matsiko UK
Daudi Matsiko's debut album 'The King of Misery' is a hauntingly beautiful exploration of depression, bipolar disorder, and
finding hope in that experience.
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