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9-1-1 9x08 postlude

dissociative/dpdr!buck below the cut. angst. ill-advised operation of a motor vehicle but it turns out ok.

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Thunk it Thursday 💍

late entry for the dash, we all need it <3


“Looking for a date, sweetheart?” He all but purred, looking at the man in the driver’s seat. Salt and pepper sideburns and a five o’clock shadow to match — exactly Buck’s type.

The driver looked up, startled. “Just directions, actually. To the Regency Beverly Wiltshire?”

Buck deflated internally but kept a smile on his face. “Five bucks.”

“For directions?” the other man scoffed.

“Now it’s ten.”

He sighed but pulled out his wallet. Buck spotted the stack of bills inside it.

“Twenty and I’ll personally make sure you get there,” Buck offered.

The man only hesitated for a second before pulling out twenty dollars. “Get in.”

Buck’s smile grew as he opened the car door and slid in. Twenty bucks and a ride in an Aston Martin? Not bad, honestly. He took the bills and tucked them into his back pocket. “Take a right at the light,” he directed. “A Vantage, great choice. Yours or a rental?”

“Uh, borrowed? Kind of?”

“Did you steal it?” Buck pretended to be scandalized. “At least you have good taste. Four liter twin-turbocharged V8 engine, 503 horsepower, 7-speed manual transmission. A nice car.”

“You know a lot about cars.”

“For my profession, you mean?” Buck winked. “This isn’t the only job I’ve had.”

“Hmm.”

Buck winced as he heard the transmission grind. “Not much of a manual driver, huh?”

“And I guess you are, …?” The man trailed off, realizing he didn’t know Buck’s name.

“Evan,” Buck offered, surprising himself. He didn’t usually give out his first name. “Yeah, I’ve been driving manuals since before I got my permit.”

“Evan,” he repeated. “Well, I guess you get to drive a Vantage tonight.” He pulled over to the curb again, hopping out as soon as the car was parked and opening Buck’s door for him.

Buck circled the car to get into the driver’s seat, noting the seat position was almost perfect — it wasn’t often he met someone with legs as long as his. He made a minor adjustment to the mirrors and then grinned at his benefactor. “Let’s see what this car can really do.”

I’m not writing an extremely self-indulgent crossover au post 8.14, but if I were to write an extremely self-indulgent crossover au post 8.14 would go like this:

As soon as the 118 was taken offline and the notice of the Army Institute of Infectious Diseases taking over the scene, Tommy quietly backed away, keeping his steps light and fast.  No one believed a guy as big as him could sneak, but he’d spent his entire childhood making himself as small and silent as possible, and he nearly given Gerrard a heart attack on three separate occasions.

He was almost to the hangar when Shore said, “You steal a bird for this and you’re not getting a medal.”

“I’m just making a call,” Tommy said, holding up his phone as he walked backwards.

Shore was unconvinced.  Out of everyone at Harbor, she knew him best.  In another life and if they were fundamentally different people, she could be his Eddie.  But they were who they were, and she said, “I can buy you five minutes.”

“I owe you one,” he said, grateful.

“This one’s on the house,” she said, and left him to this phone call.

It was a long shot.  They weren’t the kind of friends who called just to shoot the shit.  They were the kinds of friends who called in favors, and Tommy always paid what he owed.

The phone rang once, twice, on the third ring, Eliot answered with a curt, “Spencer.”

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new fic: out, loud

bucktommy, 3.8k

tags: breaking up and making up; closeted buck; coming out
notes: set during s8/9. inspired by @/beanarie's tag on this gifset: remember when buck had a boyfriend 💔
seriously, remember when buck had a boyfriend?

Summary:

Buck has a boyfriend, and then he doesn't.

Excerpt:

"Very different drink orders," the barista comments to Buck. "For you and your…"

Boyfriend. Boyfriend. Boyfriend. Boyfriend. Boy—

"Yeah, opposites attract, I guess," Buck says, then smiles and leaves.

H is for...

One last fic for 2025. This one started out as something very different but grew a life of its own. *waves at @stars-inthe-sky* You might still need to write it!

2.2k about Buck and the way his brain works (with some very minor Bucktommy) underneath the cut.

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Reluctant Bestie - peppermintquartz - 9-1-1 (TV) [Archive of Our Own] →

Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: 9-1-1 (TV)
Rating: Teen And Up Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Evan “Buck” Buckley & Ravi Panikkar, Evan “Buck” Buckley/Tommy Kinard
Characters: Ravi Panikkar, Evan “Buck” Buckley, Tommy Kinard, Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV), Howie “Chimney” Han, Henrietta “Hen” Wilson
Additional Tags: POV Ravi Panikkar, Eddie Diaz Critical, 118 critical
Summary:

Ravi doesn’t need to be looped into the weird ass shit of the A-shift, he’s got his life worked out pretty much how he likes it and he’s satisfied with the amount of risk he’s taking on as a firefighter, thank you very much.
But it isn’t the case for Buck, is it?

Perhaps it was God’s grace or just simple luck, but he’d been privileged to witness Buck grow into a kind and compassionate man who loved fiercely and without end. It was humbling. All he had ever wanted was for Buck to live and love and be loved in return. But more than that, he wanted Buck to keep growing.

Bobby cupped Buck’s face and said, “I promise.”

In which Bobby goes and Buck has to stay.

Here it is, the last posted fic of 2025. It's the contagion swap au I did for the 5 au facts meme. This one has gotten a real glow up.

I'll see you all in 2026 with more BuckTommy and even more weird magical bullshit.

Anonymous asked:

Your writing has rewired my brain so I'm sliding in here to shoot my shot at a prompt:

Tommy getting sandwiched between S1 twink Buck and S8 tank Buck, how this happens (dream, time travel, magic) I leave in your capable hands

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We’re calling this an AU, because we’re pretending Buck and Tommy got back together after season 8 and that season 9 hasn’t happened yet because that was the world we were living in when this ask was sent. But also there’s idk magic or an anomaly so whatever.

It’s been a weird morning.

Tommy woke up before his alarm and rubbed his nose against his boyfriend’s neck, squeezing him a little like a teddy bear. Except his body knows Evan’s as well as his own by now, and there’s less of him to squeeze.

There’s also an arm draped over his side in a way that would be physically impossible unless Evan suddenly had detachable limbs.

So Tommy’s eyes snap open, and he looks back to see Evan–his Evan–against his back. And when he props himself up on his elbow to look at the person in front of him, it’s Evan, but he’s babyfaced and his hair is different and he’s about half the size he should be.

“What the fuck?” Tommy yelps, trying to climb out of bed but having to deal with too many limbs. Too many Evans.

His Evan sits up fast like any experienced firefighter would. The other one is slower to move and a little groggy. But it doesn’t take long for them to notice the other one.

“This hasn’t happened in a while,” his Evan says, blinking.

Tommy looks between them, nearly falls off the foot of the bed, and barely catches himself on the footboard. “What?”

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Anonymous asked:

OMG, your five facts AUs are so good!! What about BuckTommy first meeting during the train derailment in episode 3x18 with Abby and her fiancé? Maybe Tommy needs to help out on the ground or something?

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1. Tommy’s maxed on flight time for the week, but the train derailment is an all hands. He gets onto a ground crew and they book it to the crash site. He’s there for all of four minutes before he hears a woman in near hysterics, upset about someone in the upper car. When Tommy looks around, he sees his ex-fiance and runs toward her. “Abby?” he calls, realizing she must’ve been on the train. He knows she’s not at dispatch anymore, but he doesn’t know what the hell she was doing on a train. “Tommy,” she says, barely able to speak around her panicked breaths. “It’s Sam, he–he’s–” Tommy doesn’t know who Sam is, but he reassures her that he’ll look for him and sees the photo. Then he turns to the almost dazed firefighter who she’d been talking to. “C'mon,” he says, nodding toward the car. As they start to walk toward it, a third firefighter in tow, Tommy says, “Sorry to step in like that. She’s actually my ex.” And the third firefighter says, “Oh, you two should start a club.” Tommy’s about to ask him to clarify, but then he sees Bobby Nash.

2. In the train car, Tommy has the idea to use a helicopter to lift part of the beam or car away, but no one’s nearby. There’s medevac on the way for critical patients, but there’s no one coming for utility. “Anyone have one I can borrow?” Tommy asks, only kind of joking. There’s a tension between Bobby and Buckley, the guy Abby had been talking to, and Tommy’s instinct is to break it even as he tries to work through the problem. He helps Buckley with Sam while he’s trying to comfort/help him, and they keep Sam talking. Buckley is so earnest and concerned that Tommy feels like he should be comforting him, too. But the last thing Tommy wants is for Abby to hurt again, so he pulls Buckley aside and says, “We have to do something. They’re not going to pick him to save.” And Buckley thinks for a moment and comes up with an idea to cut into the car from the outside, since the material is thinner. Tommy calls Harbor and tells them to get a chopper out ASAP. “I’ll be able to get you up there, I can pull you away if it gets dangerous, but I need you to tell me if you hear it starting to go. If that car pulls that line, it’s not just you that goes down, my chopper could crash and kill me, my copilot, and a lot of people on the ground, do you understand?” he says firmly, and Buckley nods with huge eyes. “Okay. I’m trusting you to keep us all safe.” “I-I will,” Buckley says, nodding. “I promise.” And Tommy smiles. “What’s your name, kid?” he asks. “Uh, Evan. Buckley. Buck.” “I’m Tommy,” he says, and Evan smiles like he’s been waiting to hear it all night.

3. Bobby is wholly against it, and there’s a really weird argument about it. Tommy steps in and points to the air right as they start to hear two choppers, one medevac and his. “He won’t be attached to the train. He’ll be attached to me.” And Bobby looks at him for a long moment and asks, “Are you as good a pilot as you made it sound?” And Tommy, yanking off his turnout coat, smiles and says, “C'mon, Bobby, you know how modest I used to be. I’m better.” He jogs out to an empty stretch of land and signals the chopper to him. When he hops in, he sits in the copilot seat and tells Art, “I’m taking over.” And Art, who’s been working with Tommy long enough to know better, hands over control and heads to the back to be the one to drop the line, since Buckley doesn’t know how to drop from a chopper, though he’d been willing to find out. Tommy likes the kid’s enthusiasm, but he has zero sense of self-preservation. He’s adorable, though. But he gets Evan hooked and lifts him up to the point where he needs to cut through, and Tommy has an eye on him the whole time, ready to yank him away if the car starts falling. When he sees Sam getting brought down in the basket, Tommy dangles Evan from the line and sets him carefully on the ground, hovering until Evan unclips himself and waves wildly to signal that he’s clear.

4. On the ground, Tommy runs up to Abby and Sam, and Sam looks at him and Buckley and says, “So you’re Buck and Tommy.” And Tommy looks over at Evan and then back to Abby, and she chuckles nervously. “So this is, uh, kind of awkward,” she says to Tommy. “But this was who I was seeing after…you.” And Tommy very kindly doesn’t point out that Evan looks young now and they broke up four years ago. But they wave them off into the ambulance, and Evan looks at Tommy like he’s personally betrayed him. “Wait, you’re the ex that left her when Patricia got sick?” he demands. “Uh, no, I’m the ex that left her because he realized couldn’t pretend to be a straight guy for the rest of his life, and my timing sucked,” Tommy corrects, and Evan blinks uncomprehendingly. “I’m gay. She’s a woman. So…” “Oh!” Evan says, understanding. “Oh. That’s, uh, not what she said happened.” “It was kind of implied more than outright said,” Tommy admits. “I wasn’t out out yet.” And Evan trips through this thing about being an ally, and Tommy thinks it’s kind of adorable but ridiculous. But Evan closes his rambling out by saying: “Also, you’re such a good pilot. That was…amazing. I’ve never done anything like that before.” And Tommy hesitates before offering to take him up for real, inside an actual chopper instead of dangling outside. “I could even teach you. My fees are competitive,” he teases, and Evan flushes and nods and gets Tommy’s phone number.

5. He doesn’t know what happened, but Abby calls him (he’s had the same cell number since 2012) and asks him if he really is gay. “Last I checked,” he says, putting the phone on speaker so he can keep putting away groceries. “Sorry I didn’t tell you.” “It would’ve been nice,” she says, and he side-eyes his phone at her tone. He hated bickering with her, it always got ugly. “Sorry, I was kind of going through a lot,” he says, rolling his eyes. “So was I,” she says. “I’m not saying you weren’t, obviously you were, but it was separate from what I was going through. I’d been trying to deal with being gay since I was thirteen, and you know what my dad was like,” he says, because she was the last partner he’d had that met his father before he cut off contact. “Imagine being raised by that at the time that I was growing up. I’m sorry that you were the person I was with when I was still in denial, but you can’t act like I just left you for no reason or even owed you an explanation that I wasn’t personally ready to give. I was honest when I told you I couldn’t keep doing it and that there was stuff I was figuring out. I gave you a clean break, I didn’t let you keep thinking there was a chance.” “Wow, fuck you. That’s so low,” she says. “Did you and Buck talk?” He’s now crossing his arms over his chest and glaring at the phone. “No, why? Did he do that to you?” he asks, even though he doesn’t give a shit. “No, I…I did it to him,” she admits, and he throws his hands up in frustration. “So why the fuck am I the only asshole here when you apparently let some guy think there was a chance when you weren’t interested?” he asks. “Look, I need to go. I’m about to be late for a training session. Glad Sam’s okay, have a good wedding.” And he hangs up and scrubs his hand over his face, more than ready to go punch and kick something for a while.

6. He and Evan meet up at the Harbor airfield, and Evan asks if he’s allowed to borrow one of the helicopters. “No, I co-own one with a few of other pilots,” Tommy says, pointing it out. “That’s so cool,” Evan says, going pink-cheeked and starry eyed, and Tommy wishes this guy wasn’t straight so bad. When they’re not in the middle of a life-or-death situation, he’s fun and sweet and enthusiastic and curious. Tommy helps him get set up in the other seat, and he gets into his and clicks on the headset as he goes through the checks, explaining what he’s doing as he’s doing it. When everything is ready, he looks over and asks, “You ready?” And Evan nods and bounces in his seat a little as Tommy takes off. He keeps looking around and pointing stuff out, and Tommy takes him along the coast for a bit. It’s fun, especially when Evan asks if he can do any crazy stuff or if that’s only a plane thing, and when Tommy banks them hard to one side and Evan shouts in surprise and then starts laughing nervously after. “I’m combat trained,” Tommy explains, grinning. “So that was safe, I promise.” And Evan, between nervous, anxious giggles says, “Don’t worry, I trust you.” “Good,” Tommy says, banking in the other direction, and his face hurts from laughing as Evan shouts and laughs. When he levels out, they exchange a look and Tommy’s heart hammers in his chest. He wants to kiss Evan so bad, and Evan actually keeps looking at Tommy’s mouth like he wants to kiss, too. When they land, Tommy walks Evan back to his Jeep, and Evan says, “I had a really good time. I, uh, can’t really offer you anything as cool in return unless you’re really into watching amateur flair bartending. Or surfing.” Tommy’s eyes sweep over him and he says, “I mean, I wouldn’t hate to see you surf.” “Yeah?” Evan asks, his voice going a little breathless. “I could, uh, teach you. If you want. I think you’d be good at it. You’re really…coordinated.” Tommy smiles and he knows he’s standing too close, but Evan isn’t stepping back. “Yeah, guys are always complimenting me on my coordination,” he jokes. “I bet,” Evan says, and Tommy takes a risk and kisses him. Evan kisses back, and they keep kissing for a long moment. “You could just let me take you to dinner,” Tommy suggests softly, and Evan nods, kissing him again.

beanarie asked:

you did that amazing meta about chris in jersey-verse. do you have any thoughts about jee in theseus verse?

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(reference: this is the chris meta about the jersey-verse/layla and bailey verse)

beaaaaaaans i’ve been thinking about this since the moment you sent it. here are some thoughts. rambling thoughts mostly, but thoughts i guess. (this got long- about 1.6k) (and if you have no idea what we’re talking about: this is meta in the ship of theseus verse.)

first up: i think buck is jee-yun’s favorite person. she loves her mom, loves her dad, loves aunties hen and karen, worships mara, little starstruck by denny because he’s old enough to be Cool but not Old, and the baby is The Baby.

(she is very protective of the baby. people worried she’d be jealous of the baby but she’s actually like: IS ANYONE PAYING ATTENTION TO THE BABY?????????? THE BABY CRAWLED AWAY. I WILL BRING THE BABY BACK. THE BABY LOOKS BORED. I WILL GET TOYS TO ENTERTAIN THE BABY.)

she loves buck because he’s fun and exuberant and he makes amazing desserts. he’s an adult but he’s not one of those adults who’s always tired and not now sweetie. when he babysits her and the baby, he calls the baby “big guy” and “lil guy” and jee is ENCHANTED because buck is so cool and he makes it look so easy coming up with nicknames like that.

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