When I started blogging, I was not sure where I was going to be. I have jumped platforms a couple of times and reinvented myself numerous times. I lived through Mind Your Own Books (MYOB), The Crown of Books, Keep Reading Forward, then ultimately, Anything by Anthony. Each time, I thought I found something I was proud of and each time, something changed which caused everything to change. As I reflect, I believe I had some pretty good “brands” or “names” and now I wonder what would have happened if I stuck to those names.
Keep Reading Forward lasted the longest, with a duration of around 5 or 6 years. My highest point was back in 2018. A lot can change in that time. My family has changed, jobs changed, and even I have changed. We all have gone through major changes in the past few years. The high point of the blog was way back in 2018. I was doing everything I could and I was happy with everything I was doing.
Then 2020 came along. But sometime before that, I found my position at my previous job changing due to changes within the company. I was no longer on my own (which was where most of my reading was done) and I was working with a team that eventually did not give me the support I wanted in this new position. I eventually left and went to a much better job (however, this job does not come with reading time. Not much I can do about that.). During 2020, while stuck at home, I had to find ways to keep busy and I have mostly done that through video games. Yes, I still found time to do some reading, but it was always within short periods. Also, I found my reading habits shift from books to graphic novels. I was still getting some reading done, just not the books I was hoping to read.
Through all of this, my little corner here became distanced and stayed in the background. Every once in a while, I would remember this place existed, but then moved onto something else. As I have tried placing some energy to keep going, my energy went to other places. Then back in March 2022, I have decided that it was a time to return under a new name, Anything by Anthony. I thought this was it for sure. It was an open place, a place to share whatever. There was no limit to what I could post about. The sky was the limit this time. For a while, things went great, but as it turns out, sometimes not even the sky’s limit can be enough. Once again, this corner of the internet became passing thought and became a sudden quiet corner. I pushed myself again to try again after having a spark on inspiration to continue, but that inspiration quickly fizzled out. I had the idea to continue the On the Latest posts with two more segments; podcasts and video games.
I cannot tell you how many times I have tried to sit down and type out these posts but finding myself not wanting to. I have started to feel like my time and energy here has been running out for sometime and that is where I am today. As I am doing new things, I found myself in new wonderful communities. However, in this community, one that I loved being in for years, I feel my time is nearly over. A major part of my struggle is my place with this blog. There is a part of me that believes my only place in the community is attached to this blog. Another part is busy convincing me that is not the case and that I can still be in the community through Discord servers, Twitter (or X?) and GoodReads. There’s a part of me that desperately wants to keep this place alive. There’s a part of me that believes that it is time to give it a rest. Through the years, I had a great run and I think I have moved on (I still love books though, let that be clear. I am just reading on its own time at a much slower pace.), but a part of me have not come to accept it. After all, nothing can last forever.
I think I may have found some answers though all this and will definitely sit on it for a while before deciding what to do. If anyone has thoughts or advice, please feel free to share. I think I could use some outside opinions.