Kelsey Wertz

"do you ever wonder how people describe you without you knowing? not negative things that people say behind your back, but the positive qualities that your loved ones outline to others. when someone asks about you i have to stop myself from rambling for hours about how much i love you. when my parents mention your name my eyes light up as if they were the sparks that go off with fireworks and i wish i could start talking about my admiration for you as if i was a record that went on nonstop. you have the most beautiful brown eyes; they’re like a gorgeous mix of chocolate with a swirl of honey. your voice is like my favorite song constantly on repeat. i always enjoy calling you so i can hear your heavenly voice for hours. when we talk i love saying the dumbest jokes just to hear your amazing laugh for just a second. everything about you fucking drives me crazy. my thoughts are constantly being consumed by you, and it’s the most euphoric feeling known to man. you have the most beautiful smile and it makes my heart race at close to 100 miles per hour when i’m lucky enough to see it. you have so many amazing quirks that no one else notices aside from me that i wish i could just scream about them to everyone. these are the things that i can go on and on about to anyone, but i have to keep it a secret. it kills me how no one knows about us so i can’t talk about you how i’d like. when someone asks about you, instead of ranting about how fucking in love with you i am for hours, i have to calm myself down and smile with pain knowing that my admiration for you is something that i’m not allowed to explain."