thinking about when dean got de-aged… HES JUST A LITTLE GUY (real)
close ups of the lil corner doodles below
you think you can just live forever with your head buried in the sand?
LACE TERROR ♡ wincest, 7.7k
After finding panties in Dean's underwear drawer, Sam spirals.
Sam being concerned about hurting Dean when they first start having sex and always taking (in Dean's opinion) too much time getting him ready, and then they end up rushing it (adrenaline, relief, just being really horny) and Dean tears a bit and Sam sees the blood streak on his dick and he buries his face against Dean and just hammers into him
#and he bites him. sam bites dean. as a treat. #(he tastes so much better than ruby ever did)
YES YES @hatchet-boy Sam is a BITER. Dean is covered in teeth marks and bruises
john writing in his journal about fucking dean, the first time it happens, and then a few more times over the year, how he got too drunk and lonely and dean was just there, how guilty he feels, how much dean looks like mary, how good he feels, how he sounds just like a girl, how john knows he’s ruined his son forever but wouldn’t take it back if he could. dean ripping those pages out once the brothers start hunting with john’s journal, because sammy can never see that. but he keeps them. somehow it shows his dad cared. and then when dean goes to hell, sam goes through his brother’s stuff, trying to remember everything about him, and he finds these pages filled with his father’s handwriting and discovers this huge thing about his family right when they’re gone and he’s all alone without them
supernatural // the alchemy of wolves and sheep: a relational approach to internalized perpetration in complex trauma survivors, harvey l. schwartz