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you are not damaged. you are not socially handicapped.
you are young and you are learning how to live. write that down.
I AM VERY YOUNG AND I AM LEARNING HOW TO LIVE.
tape it to the wall by your bed and read it every morning.
you are very, very young. you are learning how to live.

abbie. 20s. she/her. 🪐
femme dyke. retired gifmaker. alleged writer.
— they can always make better ones.

2018–2026
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i've been on my knees, change the prophecy
  • myself, romanticised: [MORE] constantly yearning for love, to love, to be loved, to be in love, to know love.
  • my blog, romanticised: [MORE] i watched life and wanted to be a part of it but found it painfully difficult.
  • my love, romanticised: [MORE] you want to be loved if only to prove it possible: to tell the world that someone saw you as a conquest & came back alive. that above all else, you are worthy of the risk, the effort. you want someone to serve you the evidence: you are not as damned as you think you are. you are not as damned as you think you are.
  • i'm off hiatus!
    01.06.2024 @ 0:00
    what if i told you i'm back?
    latest updates:
  • [DATE] 01.06.24 [TEXT] hiatus over!
  • [DATE] 30.05.24 [TEXT] who are we to fight the alchemy? ♡
  • [DATE] 18.04.24 [TEXT] my birthday :)
  • [DATE] 01.12.23 [TEXT] hibernation begins
  • [LABEL] name [DETAIL] abbie
  • [LABEL] pronouns [DETAIL] she/her
  • [LABEL] age [DETAIL] 20s
  • [LABEL] mbti [DETAIL] infp-t
  • [LABEL] moral alignment [DETAIL] lawful good
  • — from the river to the sea, palestine will be free.

    An Instagram-like profile on a rounded black background. On the left, a circular GIF of Morgana Pendragon in BBC Merlin is encircled by an orange-to-pink gradient, reminiscent of an Instagram Story. On the right, white text reads: "abbie / @morgana-pendragon"; below, the leftmost text reads: "56k posts"; the middle text reads: "11 followers"; the rightmost text reads: "1989 following". End ID.

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    hey guys this is @richardgrimes on my old ass account so don't pay any attention to the contents of this blog i was a different person in 2019 but i fell for that phishing scam and am locked out of my account so do not trust anything my account sends you or posts please!! idk if i'll ever get my account back i've messaged tumblr support but lmao. i hate my fuckign lifeeeEEEEEE

    tagging mutuals and i'll add more when i can remember them my mind is blank with terror and rage

    @morgana-pendragon @gemmascouts @elialys @agent-dunham @pwmovs @marisatomay @maxanor @bruceewayne @claudeleine @jakeperalta @florencemachines @lucytara @irvingsbailiffs @daniclaytcn @sheryl-lee @rosamundpkes

    Banner that reads "Heartworm: about page 19 by glenthemes" stylized in all uppercase, accompanied by an image of an anatomical heart with a weeping eye on either side.ALT
    Screenshot preview of the page "Heartworm" by glenthemes — an about page with a dark color scheme accented with pastel pink, cashmere, and olive. The layout is centered and starts with a header section consisting of an illustration depicting various flowers, a circular profile picture, a Discord-style status bubble, a username, and 6 square links. Two boxes sit side-by-side below the header, each with a heading and a bullet list prefixed with a unique icon and label. A third wider box sits underneath them, spanning the same width as the header, containing paragraph text describing the word etymology of "heartworm".ALT
    A closer screenshot preview of the "Heartworm" page on a more narrow view, labelled "Desktop & mobile friendly". The 6 square links in the header section have relocated to the bottom of the header, and the two columns of boxes have shifted to become single column.ALT
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    About Page [19]: Heartworm by glenthemes

    🫀 ── preview / code / guide / credits 。

    ˈhärt-ˌwərm, (n.) a faded relationship or friendship that lingers, alive and unfinished, like smoldering embers of an abandoned campsite.

    🫀 ─── features ‣

    • header: banner image ; profile picture ; Discord-inspired status bubble ; username ; nav links with hover text
    • popup askbox: optional ; custom popup title
    • info boxes: 1 to 2-column layout ; heading/title ; bullet lists with icons and labels
    • text formatting [🔗]: bold, italic, links, faded text, small caps, bolded small caps, blockquotes
    • misc: desktop & mobile friendly ; no javascript ; highly customizable

    🫀 ── how to use and edit ‣

    Please read the guide I put together!  (o˘◡˘o)ノ

    🫀 ── terms of use / ask a question / tip jar  ☕

    hi all, @ivashkovadrian here. I was scammed and currently do NOT have access to my account. I have already contacted support about it and I hope to get a reply and fix soon.

    In the meantime, if you receive any strange activity from my main blog, especially sending WEIRD DM, DO NOT ENGAGE . That is how they got me.

    The scam goes by using an actual blog (probably hacked. I was contacted by @space-cookie11 ) saying they signaled me out of mistake, alongside a bunch of friends, and therefore, my account was about to be terminated unless quick action.

    IT IS NOT TRUE

    In the meantime I warned a few people I have their contacts on discord so to be aware. But please spread the word, until I get access to my account back at the very least

    tagging some mutuals and people of interest (feel free to reblog): @yenvengerberg @zoya-nazyalenskys @florencemachines @harrenhals @ughmerlin @anya-chalotra @cressidascowper @pensbridgertons @rorylgilmore @prideandprejudice @buffyscmmers @doctorobinavitch @ohwarnette @wexpyke @behindfairytales @crowley-anthony @nessa007 @korra-of-the-watertribe @anyatudor @iwillneverletgoipromise

    2026

    READ VORACIOUSLY

    EAT VORACIOUSLY

    TAKE NOTE OF BIRDS

    MAKE ART YES THAT ART

    KEEP GOING

    LIVE

    Some of the categories for the NYT Connections fills me with hatred and wrath. What do you mean “dog breeds with the first letter changed” i’ll kill you

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    Fury. Rage. Flames on the side of my face.

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    Hey absolutely come the fuck on

    #The other categories? Fun and challenging. Purple? Utter nonsense. Why can't this category be challenging without the weird-ass gotcha psychic mindmeld tactic that's totally at odds with the rest of the puzzle?

    just had to take a fucking second and close my eyes because i remembered that on the night of november 5th tumblr had convinced me, an outsider, that this was an actual gif of Castiel Supernatural being sent to mega fruit hell

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    We all learnin’ today ig…

    Its from the 1997 movie ‘Spawn’ if anyone was curious

    btw this is the actual footage of castiel getting dragged to super hell

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    2025 stats:

    0 dubai chocolate ingested

    0 labubus bought

    0 episodes of stranger things watched

    shipping two men who have never spoken: yawn

    shipping two women who have never spoken: beautiful, creative, feminist, innovative, important, groundbreaking

    what about those of us who want nasty explicit lesbian sex on tv

    love princess/her loyal knight dynamics so so much but I think we’re sleeping on the slightly different but just as good dynamic of queen/her devoted executioner

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    thinking sm about young Regina Mills... <3

    Some thoughts/headcanons under the cut lol

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