it’s that time of the year again !
☆ mainly lb nhl leafs, pwhl torrent, whl tri-city, but will be watching as much as i can
☆ j, he/him, adult, no dni/f. if i’m truly that bothered i’ll block you i have no qualms
☆ if i’m blogging i’m probably procrastinating something important
☆ fic track masterlist can be found here
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franciscolindorshaving this game on espn but not espn+ is fucking bullshit
nic roy goal when
when i was a teenager it felt very revolutionary to be cruel to myself. like some kind of slow passive protest against how much everything hurt. i starved myself of sleep and food and tenderness because it felt right. it felt sharp and angry and radical and i wanted to be those things. adulthood is the realisation that the world is already working to cut into you well before you learn how to do it yourself. caring for yourself and others is the real protest
[ID: 1. Tweet from mitski @/mitskileaks dated December 2nd 2016: I used to rebel by destroying myself, but realized that’s awfully convenient to the world. for some of us our best revolt is self-preservation
2. Quote from Audre Lorde: Caring for myself is not self-indulgence, it is self-preservation and that is an act of political warfare.
3. Red text on a large white paper pasted on top of posters on a wall. The text is in all caps and reads “I DID THE BEING EDGY AND SELF-DEPRECATING THING, IT GETS OLD. I WANNA BE SOFT AND EASILY IMPRESSED. I WANNA APPRECIATE ALL THE LITTLE THINGS THAT MAKE ME HAPPY THE SAME WAY I’VE DWELLED ON EVERY SINGLE THING THAT UPSETS ME.
4. Text reading: I treat myself like I would my daughter. I brush her hair, wash her laundry, tuck her in goodnight. Most importantly, I feed her. I do not punish her. I do not berate her, leave tears staining her face. I dod not leave her alone. I know she deserves more.
I know I deserve more.
/end ID]
Being in your 20s is like I just made 100 different life defining choices this week alone and I don’t know if a single one will stand the test of time
i have such a viscerally hateful reaction to smartcars it’s not even funny
has anyone figured out how to be a real person yet
just me. and i'm NOT telling
what the fuck. come on
why am i always doing LAUNDRY
things are happening in seattle. which is probably the last place you want things to be happening






























