selfship-rambling-n-confessions:
Imagine your f/o hearing a song on the radio, and it reminds them of you. Then they spend several minutes trying to figure out what song it is so they can show it to you later <3
Thinking about f/o who turns you into their pet. By whatever means necessary, even if unethical or dubious, they can and will make you a pet for them.
F/o who buys you a collar preemptively, already ready with a leash and muzzle for not if, but for when you will become a pet.
F/o who uses clickers on you with or without your knowledge and is going to make it work.
F/o who gets you so conditioned to this state of mind, keeping this behavior so consistently that you, despite having told yourself how silly it all is, have already become their pet without even a single fight back.
Your villain F/O leaning in close and saying, “Sometimes I don’t know whether to kiss you or kill you.”
I absolutely love the thought of f/os catching hints of your scent on their bedsheets, your perfume or cologne or shampoo. Lingering traces that remind them you’ve become entangled in their life. There’s hints of you there even when you’re somewhere else. The smallest things—your cup in the sink, a hair on their pillow, a shirt in their laundry basket—become reminders that you’re a constant for them.
Picturing F/O yumeshipping with YOU instead is the cure to all yume struggles btw.
♢ F/O browsing through merch of S/I, only to then look at their sad, empty wallet. Promising themselves that one day, they will be able to buy it all. One day…
♢ F/O who takes a little plushie of S/I everywhere with them. If they can’t afford an official one, they make it themselves! Plus tiny little clothes for the plushie, maybe even ones that match their own outfits <3
♢ F/O who can’t fall asleep without imagining that S/I is laying besides them. Cuddling their pillow, imagining it’s S/I
♢ F/O who saves up for MONTHS to pull for S/I’s card. Is in the worst mood for days if they don’t get it
♢ F/O whose family or friends know all about S/I and whatever media they’re from, just from how much they talk about it. Or maybe they’re too embarrassed to say anything, but their love for S/I is just so strong, everyone still notices — the way they constantly doodle this one specific character, the way their eyes light up every time S/I is mentioned…
♢ F/O who gets extremely defensive when someone mischaracterizes S/I, but also equally as mad if anyone ever claims to understand S/I’s character the best. No one knows S/I better than them.
love the idea of a captive finally managing to escape, only to willingly return to their captor in defeat. they escape, only to realise that captor was right - it’s dangerous out there and they cannot make it on their own…or maybe it’s just that there really is nothing for miles, noone to call and no way to return home. maybe it is cold, maybe they are injured, or hungry. whatever it is, they realise it just isn’t worth it. maybe it’s not even a conscious decision, a weighing up of the pros and cons…maybe they are just so tired, so cold, they start walking back without even thinking about it…because deep down, they know that captor will take care of them, know that captor can fix this…
Better yet, when they return to their captor’s home like a kicked puppy, with a tear-stained face and a bloody leg, captor isn’t even angry. they don’t even bother with a punishment, for they can see their little captive has recieved punishment enough…they will never do that again. instead, the captor talks kindly to them and carries them back inside, into the warmth and comfort of their home. captor mends their injuries and offers a warm meal and a bath. perhaps they chastise captive a little bit, reinforce the idea that they are not capable of caring for themselves…that the world is too big and too dangerous for them, they need captor.
Imagine your villain F/O kidnapping you. You’re frightened, but they tell you that you have nothing to worry about. They’re going to be taking care of you from now on, and you never have to worry about silly things like making your own decisions again! ❤️
sitting on your f/os lap and just kissing the other/kissing them on the face really lazily because your both exhausted but don’t wanna go to bed or stop being affectionate with the other
A dom looking down at me with a predatory grin and being all ‘god, you’re so fucking stupid’