finishing realm of the elderlings as my final act of 2025 is going to inflict some sort of cosmic inescapable suffering upon me forever. i just feel it will be so

assassin’s fate lady amber doodles :] im trying not to barrel through this book since the idea of being officially done with ROTE feels far too grim to confront… of course there are many rereads in my future but i’ll miss getting to experience it all for the first time. i’ve been putting myself on mandated breaks between each series to savor it and it’s absurd to think it’s been two years (this coming january!) since i began assassin’s apprentice. getting to the final book feels like i’m about to say goodbye to an old friend :(