O Merciful

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Adam Andrade My Vovo turned 96 this year. thankfully I still get to hear her stories. As I listen I watch her eyes glass over, and I can see all the pain, and hardship she's gone through. With everything she doesn't say I get a glimpse into her past, and how strong she must of been to survive it. This sear album is the pain of that understanding. Favorite track: Judy.
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1.
Judy 01:58
i'd hope to hear your voice not weakened by time to see a glimmer of life not wrought by pain those fragile hands you wear struggle to bear your passion what was once so special can never be held that tight again is fear what keeps you alive? when your heart can take no more set your plastic chains down dear grandmother don't leave me
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oak tree shed your dead leaves cruelty it knows no bounds family absentee not who you are what you failed to be I've given you up like you have me not worthy of praise small victory pursuit of acceptance insanity be gone from my memory just like you said time again this will repeat dead will repent from the grave your father aches from the same mistakes he's made find your closure in an empty bottle like father like son
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Ennui 01:47
you spend your time wondering when they'll call you up hoping they'll bend to your will not children anymore what more can you do as a parent, not their friend? you rot in your wealthy home cast aside true meaning there must be something more than this self conscious of your past it seems as if you've given up drown and drown again waste/your/time/left
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she wonders when god will appear to save her from this earthly realm please lord take me she deserves pease not this disease these past few years nothing short of misery dear god can you hear me? I'm begging you please don't take her away from me I know we don't speak that often but I swear that I'll trust you just heal her and let me take her place (in heaven)
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Bogie 02:24
your memory still haunts me you bask in an unmarked grave somewhere I'll never know your soul never at peace punished for existence conditional love could you ever forgive me bogie I was just a kid and I didn't know you were suffering right in front of me I watched your face turn white no courage to watch you die
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Confined 01:54
whisper softly to me tell me we'll be okay in a box made of memories I'll leave it untouched your feeble voice calls out to me in a dream pulled in once again no grasp on reality
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A Reflection 01:58
frantic pulse find myself dying eyes like knives skin me clean no sense of self not anymore I don't want this I deserve it I deserve this will you sing your hymns of your god's desire? will you set me on your god's damn pyre? let this fire cleanse my forsaken soul or will you bury me? let worms make me home

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Vinyl /134 from Tomb Tree
Tapes /50 from Limited Hangout

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released January 12, 2026

Recorded/mixed/mastered by John Howard in Gainesville, FL
Drums/guitar/vox: Austin Parson
Bass/vox: Nate McKinley
Synth: Travis Wolfe

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