@suncaptor ​birthday event: day five | sam & trauma

I don’t feel free. What we’ve done, what we’ve lost, right now, that is what I’m feeling, and sometimes it’s like I can’t even breathe. But maybe tomorrow… Maybe I’ll feel better in the morning.

@suncaptor ​birthday event: day four | jessica moore

So come home soon, okay? I love you. | insp

@suncaptor ​birthday event: day three | lucifer + vessels [insp]

Hail to the King, baby.

@suncaptor ​birthday event: day two | fusions + liminality

― Tom Stoppard, Rosencrantz and Guildenstern are Dead

I couldn’t stop any of it. She still made the deal. She still died in the nursery, didn’t she?

@suncaptor ​birthday event: day one | dean & alastair

But daddy’s little girl, he broke. He broke in thirty. Oh, just not the man your daddy wanted you to be, huh, Dean?

In the four days leading up to my birthday, January 29th, 2024, I wanted to have an event! It is Supernatural themed because this blog still is (shoutout to everyone still here), but non spn fans feel free to participate. I love to see what people have to create!! All media/art/music/writing is encouraged.

You can also post on different days/multiple from same day or post something very tangential!! if you're really late I'll probably still get to it.

25th: (post Dean Winchester birthday blues) Dean & Alastair // 4x22 voicemail // Kevin Tran // Conor Oberst

26th: fusions: your culture, field of study, science, space, music, interest, etc and supernatural // existential // mental illness, dissociation and/or unreality // liminality (and ANY application of it, from transience, liminal spaces or ritual states, applying it to stuck outside through trauma, abuse, and cycles, "Otherisation", the "you can never go home" of it all, dimensions and supernatural beings explorations, so forth on and on.)

27th: Lucifer &/or vessels (or Sam specifically) // sambrady // Ireland

28th: Xander Harris (btvs) // Jessica Moore // psychic kids // sastiel (especially casifer mention<3)

29th: Sam Winchester and trauma, autonomy &/or OCD // anything that you want regarding me <3

extra bonus to keep extra sastiel posting into the 30th <3 it is @jackexmachina's birthday, I'll still be around, and we both love to see it!

Rules: tag #suncaptorevent or @ me or use this ao3 collection. I am totally fine with dark content, but please use trigger warnings+nsfw tags (and know I might tred carefully with certain triggers for my own sake), and if you're a minor do not use nsfw content. No w*/fluffy sa.mifer content please