Live at FWA 2025

by Jeremy Blake

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all my best actualization has been done while i'm failing i'm doing well, at least my resume is but i've not felt proud of all that for ages you call me bright but i feel dim you call me bright but i feel dim i know that lately i’ve been standing on thin ice could you convince me please that this is not the underwater side and if i throw a little tantrum and stomp my feet just understand that i'm not sure breaking through's not breaking free i don't want to die i don't want to die i desperately, desperately want to live and thrive oh, but the life that we've been prescribed it takes away the energy and it takes the time it takes to be and make what makes us feel alive so hang me up and bleed me dry you call me bright but i feel dim
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Cold white hell Falling down Taste the lies In my mouth Remember when it meant something Remember when love was warm Cascading down a path unsure What could be the harm It just don't change Everything we knew keeps on tilting us askew It just don't change Words we thought were true are the only things binding you Empty lips Callous touch Why do you Hurt so much Remember when it meant something Remember when we ruled the world Who's burdens I pulled It just don't change Everything we knew keeps on tilting us askew It just don't change Words we thought were true are the only things binding you Took us away Like a blinding fire Burned our fate Lost desire It just don't change (Took us away) Everything we knew keeps on tilting us askew (Like a blinding fire) It just don't change (Burned our fate) Words we thought were true are the only things binding you (Lost desire)
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[Verse 1 - Aran] They taught me I could be anything They told me I could say anything I like They said that I could fly, if I would only try And I'd be everything they wanted [Verse 2 - Aran] My future is approaching fast And the past has a nasty way of catching up I've done every damn thing that they ever asked And it'll never be enough [Pre-Chorus - Aran] But the person they say I should be Looks nothing like the truth of me The path that they provide is paved with violence So I'll find my way by [Chorus - Aran & Jeremy] Instinct Every road outstretched bеfore me's just a story written for mе by the fates And I won't take it Instinct Every choice becomes a corridor conforming to the shape of my mistakes And I can't escape it
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i been in the game for a year now took a lil while, but i’m here now showed ‘em what i had, they said it warranted a badge why the hell did i think it wasn’t clear how now i’m coming back on the mic the studio one, that’s right out from the dorm, back in the home, bass with the amp simulator on the vox, automating the delay time i’m making bank in a business they ain’t even heard of i only stumble over my words tryna explain just half of a third of what kinda world i’m living in terms of now even they want me to get the word out 137, to be unexact they think it’s crazy i made that work out brains getting blurred out cause on top of the lyricism, yeah i made the beats hit top of the line before they’re even completed go ahead with the tuner, boy, i don’t even need it and on top of the quality, i stay friendly to speak with if i even blow up, that’s how i intend to keep it if i’m being real i still don’t fully believe this but jesus would be a good rhyme if i said the name that way so i gotta go meta hardly would be my song if i didn’t i know the way i write and i woulda dodged that shit if i didn’t know better but y’all love me and i don’t dodge evidence i’m too busy here setting precedents getting a bit excessive like pali nasa mi wile e mani la mi ken kalama suli e nimi sama “wawa” sama “pipi” sama “mama” mama mi li ken kute e ni nasin pi jan mute la mi nasa taso ala (sina pilin monsuta ala monsuta?) taso mani li kama tawa mi toki sewi li kama tawa mi sona mute li kama tawa mi ijo ni li pona tawa mi lukin mi la mi ken monsuta tenpo pini la ken ni li lon ala (a a a musi a, sina o pilin monsuta) ni la o jan pi awen toki lawa ni: mi o awen lili sama ni a la sina ken ala lukin mi kama pilin e ni: sina lon ala lon tenpo mi ni la mi ken weka e sona toki sina lon tenpo ale ken la lon ni li awen utala sina la sitelen mi li lon e wile mi kepeken pilin wawa pi ken ala lape ni li ike taso sina wile ala pake la mi toki suli sin e ni: (omekalikante)
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Used to scavenge like a wild animal chew through trash to get slightly full HIDE UNDER ROOTS, or inside, if indulgent if you find me, try to put aside judgements You’d like seeing me when you come home Bright eyed greetings with another hello Find my time might well be your own That’s fine, I just need a home And I’ll run out of my tricks you taught me done WRONG behind your back ’til you spot me tail tucked between my legs when you’ve caught me fraught, distraught, at my follies, falling out of line with the pet you knew, when you found me like I let you do, and you wound me tight, kept me stuck into counting blessings I get used to I'll love you like a dog, just train me right. Enough done wrong, even tame me bites but make me jump, and I'll say "how high?" then I'll find how to fly to impress you I'll offer up my mind to you be aligned to you put my likes aside and lie for you do whatever short of die for you 'til you're satisfied, that's all justified for you I can't read your mind, but I'll try for you I'll love you like a dog would do. I'll let you put me to good use. I'll love you like a dog would do. I'll never get you, I don't expect to. I love to beg you, I live to beg you. I lick scars to remember wounds My own heart can run on fumes Darkened moods you've walked me into up to me to restart sweet hearted views I'm telling you what I can't stand Revel in devotion to a master's hands Letting moments that we "get it" make a dent I am an animal who'd rather have a known greater-than I'm but a beast, and this is my beast frame. And at least it meets my needs when tamed, this machine's got growing pains, and a glowing flame, flowing through a brain, so put a name on it, take my old one. No sense of shame 'bout it, guess I don't own one. You'll have to train all that in, come and change me, chain me to your aims until it strains me, Oh baby I'll love you like a dog, just train me right. Enough done wrong, even tame me bites, but make me jump, and I'll say "how high?" then I'll find how to fly to impress you. I'll offer up my mind to you, be aligned to you, put my likes aside and lie for you, do whatever short of die for you. 'til you're satisfied, that's all justified for you. I can't read your mind, but I'll try for you. I'll love you like a dog would do. I'll let you put me to good use.
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Back in the city I'm just another girl in a sweater Perpetual novice Signature on a check made out to you Took ten laps 'round the planet To prove what I wasn't And the door slams hard behind you When you leave the house of judgment Been waiting for regret to hit me Some kind of reckoning I waited for the drop, 'cause lately The yang comes with yin Back in the city I'm just another girl in a sweater Perpetual novice Signature on a check made out to you Now there's the sunset Salt in the wound, yeah Sometimes I don't know who I'm singing to Who is the you who I sing to When the house is empty? You open the door To another door, to another door To another door, to another door And I'm running through to you You open the door To another door, to another door To another door, to another door And I'm running through to you And we're waking up sore and dizzy From a ten year concussion And the rainfall makes you miss me Even though you say it doesn't Back in the city I'm just another girl in a sweater Back in the city Everything's different When we're not together You open the door To another door, to another door To another door, to another door And I'm running through to you You open the door To another door, to another door To another door, to another door And I'm running through to you Running, running, running, running Running, running, running, running Back in the city I'm just another girl in a sweater Perpetual novice Signature on a check made out to you Now there's the sunset Salt in the wound, yeah Sometimes I don't know who I'm singing to Who is the you who I sing to When the house is empty? You open the door To another door, to another door To another door, to another door And I'm running through to you You open the door To another door, to another door To another door, to another door And I'm running through to you Running, running, running, running
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(fetch the time) (patch it up) (a worn out life of a doll) (passing on, denying) (it's just a matter of time) (it's a tether on my spine) I could, I could, I could never move any further, any faster and your letter caught my eyes ever after, ever after, ever after I got that fucked up vibe pointing at the wrong way when the snow hugs hill I'll be there to sow pain sadly enough, says, there should never be a short day and the life goes slower, slower, slower I got that fucked up vibe pointing at the wrong way when the snow hugs hill I'll be there to sow pain sadly enough, says, there should never be a short day and the life goes slower, slower, slower I could, I could, I could never move any further, any faster and your letter caught my eyes ever after, ever after, ever after got my problems buried in my head looking worse than ever I could tell but I wanna be the guy who tries to live one's best got my problems buried in my head looking worse than ever I could tell (I got that-) fucked up vibe pointing at the wrong way when the snow hugs hill I'll be there to sow pain sadly enough, says, there should never be a short day and the life goes slower, slower, slower I got that fucked up vibe pointing at the wrong way when the snow hugs hill I'll be there to sow pain sadly enough, says, there should never be a short day and the life goes slower, slower, slower got my problems buried in my head looking worse than ever I could tell but I wanna be the guy who tries to live one's best got my problems buried in my head looking worse than ever I could tell
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Drain my Power Stackin up Hours Playboy playin' it through Nothing new to me Dream of My childhood Pikachu Lifeblood Need no nightlight Cause my eyes shine Wide and narrow Dizzy, shallow Melatonin Rainy monday I walk outside Naked, so high Why do I keep Feeling so cold Like Glaciers in the sky Dripping down over time You disappear on cloud nine While I am flying overdrive Like glaciers in the sky Like glaciers in the sky Like glaciers in the sky Drippin down over time I’m bleeding colours Gray disaster Can't stop feeling like I'm Can't stop feeling like I'm Can't stop feeling like I'm Wide and narrow Dizzy, shallow Melatonin Rainy monday I walk outside Naked, so high Why do I keep Feeling so cold Drippin down over time
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guess what i found while browsing ebay it's a magic potion that'll make me a dog, today! this flask has been sitting on the shelf; yeah it's ancient and i really really thought "man, this potion ain't shit" but what's this, huh? i've got a snout now!? and my hooves, they are turning into paws now!? somebody hit pause now! this is going way too far! i can't speak anymore! woof bark woof woof bark! only dog chow for me; i can't eat normal people food and every night, you can find me howling at the moon i'm in such a good mood; yeah i never felt better how was i ever a deer; i'm really starting to regret it cuz i'm at the dog park; i'm catching these balls paid a visit to the vet; he's detaching these balls i get so much hugs, i'm just *so* fucking fluffy i get so much tail, even your bitch calls me puppy
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Oh, you're so good to me, and I hate it. lyrics I’m nothing major You’re luxe bliss What in you made you wanna Treat me like royalty Now I’m no peasant But ain’t too noble either We got done being hesitant And got down to heavy breathing Binary system cyclical And you rhyme without a reason You speak Elysian tones. Wind no longer breezing, no You had little to prove, but It’s that regal how you move, I Can’t try to like fetch a high price But you crashed right into my life No I’m nothing major You’re luxe bliss Oh, what in you made you So coy with me Far from in my nature, did Not expect this, no What in you made you Treat me like Royalty You treat me like royalty Unrighteous throne, They hail the way we’re leading When it’s just us alone This scales are never even No, you had nothing to prove its that regal how you move I can’t see myself like I’m high priced but you crashed right into my life No, I’m nothing major You're a short trip What in you made you Make me worth your tricks? No, i’m nothing major you’re luxe, bliss Oh, what in you made you Wanna toy with me Target you can aim for, Not expecting this What in you made you Treat me like royalty
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kiss like elastic stretch it everlast it need to tell the world turn my back i'm not acting everytime I wait on her word on the last train satisfy your nerves seek it out call me asking no i don't wanna even out of sight i can still feel the pyramids watching us like we're it's prey ♪ how much for your body and ill never let it go i got caught swimming round the topic i won't ever let you know i don't wanna x2
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roll up my sleeves my palms consumed by thoughts my mind, my mind outside time ripples in my mind time i can see a ghost, a ghost dressed, loose threads undone, come close outside time ripples in my mind time skipping stones on shallow tide
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Recording of live set from Furry Weekend Atlanta featuring Ableton, Digitone 2 and Digitakt 2.

Watch the making of here: youtu.be/dmreojCcKrg
Watch the live performance here: www.youtube.com/watch?v=patp0rgbOyo
Art by Hyenablood: bsky.app/profile/hyenablood.yeen.world
Get the original tracks from the artists direct:

deerxing - Bright - deerxing.bandcamp.com/album/sutured-self
Psyware - Blind - psyware.bandcamp.com/album/blind
Aaron Cherof - DT - cherof.bandcamp.com/music
LEASHES - Instinct
jan Usawi - Omekalikante - janusawi.bandcamp.com
caseJackal - LOVE YOU LIKE A DOG - hiimcase.bandcamp.com/album/chakra-monster
wangleline vs. Caroline Polachek - Curse of the Sun x Door wangleline.bandcamp.com/album/disaster-field
Fauxx - Tether - soundcloud.com/fauxdot
GOJII - GLACIERS ft. WHSPRS - gojii.bandcamp.com
r u s s e l b u c k vs. Lil Nas X - Eat U Up x Light Again - russelbuck.bandcamp.com/album/ravepop
ida deerz - PUPPY TF!! - idadeerz.bandcamp.com
caseJackal - Royalty - hiimcase.bandcamp.com
snuffles - I Don't Wanna - snuffles.bandcamp.com/track/i-dont-wanna
Scuttlefuzz - Outside - scuttlefuzz.bandcamp.com/album/ghosts

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released May 29, 2025

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