morgan. partnered. she/her. 35. audhd. writer. enfj. gemini sun, scorpio moon, libra rising. reformed silent hill protagonist. bookworm. adventurer. friend to the kingsman of saville row. enneagram type 2. fan of the infinite realities theory, parallel dimensions and alternative universes.
affirming, inclusive and progressive.
hopeless romantic. daydreamer. daughter of the one true king.
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i was crying within five minutes of waking up today.
“well you just need to find what you like” i don’t like anything
“well but you have things you’re good at” not really
“well we just have to find what you like” I. DO NOT. LIKE ANYTHING.
god all this work advice is presented to me like there’s something i’m supposed to know. i don’t. i bed rot and ragebait myself that is ALL i do anymore everything that’s happening is my fault and i don’t even care enough to do shit about it, i have been fully swallowed by apathy and the perpetual feeling of being unsafe, there is NOTHING LEFT
mom says i should be more “proactive” in my job search and “look on indeed” because there’s “lots of potential” like she HATES i am unemployed just like josh does how much do you want to bet the listings she saw were either fake or pay a third of what i was making before
and like now i keep getting reels on how to interview and it just feels like so much fucking work for what is essentially a shit sandwich. knowing how to lie and how to lie correctly, i have to make my resume ai friendly because humans aren’t looking at it, don’t say this but wait this other person says it’s okay, maybe just let hr eat you alive, who knows anymore
mom says i should be more “proactive” in my job search and “look on indeed” because there’s “lots of potential” like she HATES i am unemployed just like josh does how much do you want to bet the listings she saw were either fake or pay a third of what i was making before
first adventure in london
exploring taipei at night
slowly getting my new room to max cozy
saturday night.
learning about bears today 🐻
