I advise you to reflect on the things in this world, whether be it objects, the time of day, seasons, feelings, or even a color, thou are drawn to or linked to. I can say from mine own experiences this made it clearer to me what it was that I was meant to uphold as divinity; to I, it was an unexplainable pull.
In addition, I believe that tarot readings, meditation, dreams, and symbols you see on a daily basis can all serve as an entryway to discovering more about thy identity as a god. Examining existing pantheons can also provide a general notion of what you might be seeking for, although it relies more on conceptual presumptions than on what it might actually be.
I hope this serves as a bit of assistance to you, I wish you well with thy endeavors! Please don’t hesitate to reach out if need be ☺️