I'll take this opportunity to reintroduce myself properly

My name is (k)Nell, she/her/they/them

Nonbinary

My side blog g0th-enby-vamp was terminated but this is just my art/ normal blog, if you find my old posts pls send them to me here🖤

Vegan, leftist, Esoteric and an artist

*I'm vegan for environmemtal, ethical and moral reasons, I believe that if you want to eat meat you should kill the animal yourself, know the cost of a life for your own survival and have respect enough to not waste where you can but prices and circumstances are what they are and not everyone can be vegan right now or even should. For me the issue is factory farming, availability of alternatives, unsustainable agricultural practices, and a complete lack of respect for the animals we eat and the people we took this land from who would know better how to take care of the land they kept for thousands of years longer than us.

I am chicano, Mexican descent from both of my parents, I make art, play music, and generally like being outside in nature when I can be and I like all kinds of music but my heart is goth and moody 🖤

I have a lot of chronic/minor health issues so I'm very aware of my body all the time and it shows in the things I make 🫀

Queer/pan, poly, non-binary femme, eclectic chaos witch with preferences for ancient peoples religions (even though modern practices can never be the old ones they're based on)

*I also wanna be clear that whatever spiritual/religious beliefs you may have, modern medicine came out of alchemy and the occult so you have no excuse to not believe factual data about what works.

I like learning so if you think I'm wrong about something feel free to argue with me 😌

If you like art with Esoteric/cryptid vibes or kinky posts I'm your gal

All I do is love endlessly and give people chances and learn and grow myself and find myself alone at every turn-

If I may offer annotations to all Buddhists teachings and philosophical ponderings i would say that life is suffering-yes but also that it is dependent on the only modernized model of society we have right now. We can't possibly know what humanity felt like 10000 years ago and it was likely a different kind of suffering but we cohabitated and lived with some kind of harmony and peace with nature.

I imagine it's like those first few moments when you're waking up from a dream when you still don't quite grasp who you are on a day to day basis and exist solely as a body- a vessel for experience and a kind of zen flow that people nowadays try to sell you courses to help you achieve. Thus failing to see the point entirely.

I don't claim to see nature as the defining point of morality or ideal of our goals as a conscious/conscientious species but then again we already fail at those claimed goals.

We need a complete overhauling of all modern belief systems until they suit complete goals of environmental coexistence and cohabitation alongside intersectional humanitarian goals but as I'm sure many people have said- climate change is a colonialist wet dream, as proven by increasing police state tactics, privatization and wealth hoarding.

Kill the god/oppressors in your mind.

SET your mind on fire.

Light undefined

void of boundary

Smokeless, unburned

Cinder of Yod

He vows He,

Would know.

Doubted-

Blinding light,

That seeks only to blind

Illuminate me not,

I will remain unbound-

Kept, cold comfort-

In the dark.

I will remain.

You prayed- the angels came,

To free us all of our bodies and minds and worldly suffering,

To be one with the body of God once again.

They will hunt you down, change your loved ones to help find you,

The sun is gods eye, when he finds you he will judge you with fire-

Keep moving.

Be not afraid.

Labubu demon/body horror

This is the vibe for 2026

Gothic radical self improvement or nothing

This is the vibe for 2026

Gothic radical self improvement or nothing

You're gonna carry that weight...

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Everywhere I go I'm looking for a home.

Im tired of looking.

I'll let things come to me and do what I can to move through the world with the same grace and care I hope everyone does.

You're gonna carry that weight...

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Everywhere I go I'm looking for a home.

Im tired of looking.

I'll let things come to me and do what I can to move through the world with the same grace and care I hope everyone does.

Ty so much but pls unfollow my blog is 21+ for a reason 😭

Be safe and don't talk to older people on here cuz I promise they're weird if they do 🙏🏼