thinking ab @vampireprinceshifts & ronan bad rn while making my nevermore dr pin board

thinking ab @vampireprinceshifts & ronan bad rn while making my nevermore dr pin board

LYNNIII SKWNDKWKD WE LOVE UUU

just two vampire boyfriends with two completely different aesthetics ִֶָ. ..𓂃 ࣪ ִֶָ🦇་༘࿐

[lace divider by @uzmacchiato]

just two vampire boyfriends with two completely different aesthetics ִֶָ. ..𓂃 ࣪ ִֶָ🦇་༘࿐

[lace divider by @uzmacchiato]

UGH I MISS HIM SO BADDUUUHHHHHH

“a drag path…” song by tøp but your s/o is also a reality shifter, so in every reality you’re just waiting to find or to be found by each other. even in this one, you know that they’re here, but deep down you’re scared that there’s circumstances that won’t lead them to you. so when the song goes, “can you find me? would you please hurry…”, your heart hurts because it hits you—you’re silently begging the universe to lead them to you once again like it always does in every reality. you know you always have control. but it is human to be impatient when it comes to the 3d. then it hits you even more when it goes, “I dug my heels into the gravel for you to unravel…”, because you do want them to find you so bad that you’re always the loud type in every lifetime—an artist, a performer, a writer—in hope for them to see you, to see the mark you left as big as possible for them to notice. you know they can find you. but still, you yearned and you yearned. because to yearn is you, and you won’t be in this path if you’re not. you understand now that all you can do is sit with the ache, because this is the price you have to pay to meet them again and again.

I wonder.

I wonder if he’ll notice.

I wonder if he’ll notice the way I stare at him; different. A little, perhaps. Perhaps my gaze is softer. Perhaps I’m paying attention to his eyes longer. Perhaps now I’m taking notes on how much his lips formed into a grin when he calls my name.

I wonder if he’ll notice how I sat near him; sneaky. As we talk I scoot closer to him little by little. Then our thighs would touch each other. Then slowly I’d drape one of mine over his lap. Then we’ll talk and talk as if we’re not basically attached to each other.

I wonder if he’ll feel it. That I have decided that we’re together even before one of us said the word. That I yearn the same way he does.

That maybe… maybe he doesn’t need to manifest for me. Because I’ve been his, all his, since the beginning.

y'all need to stop reposting those 'funny' shifting content abt how 'relatable' it is that y'all cannot shift for being 'lazy' tbh. yes you can affirm, sleep, then shift. stop affirming that y'all didn't shift because of lack of effort. shifting being effortless is POSSIBLE. I shifted (even for seconds) while doing no method. my mooties FULLY shifted with no method. some even just meditate, affirm, sleep, then shift. YES IT'S POSSIBLE. STOP RELATING TO THOSE "HAHA I DIDN'T SHIFT BECAUSE I'M LAZY" POSTS!! If sleeping is your preferred method, then let it be and keep persisting! I pinkie promise that you'll shift doing something you're MOST COMFORTABLE WITH!

(mooties if u read this pls back me up in the comments)

y'all need to stop reposting those 'funny' shifting content abt how 'relatable' it is that y'all cannot shift for being 'lazy' tbh. yes you can affirm, sleep, then shift. stop affirming that y'all didn't shift because of lack of effort. shifting being effortless is POSSIBLE. I shifted (even for seconds) while doing no method. my mooties FULLY shifted with no method. some even just meditate, affirm, sleep, then shift. YES IT'S POSSIBLE. STOP RELATING TO THOSE "HAHA I DIDN'T SHIFT BECAUSE I'M LAZY" POSTS!! If sleeping is your preferred method, then let it be and keep persisting! I pinkie promise that you'll shift doing something you're MOST COMFORTABLE WITH!

(mooties if u read this pls back me up in the comments)

u guys made it to my tiktok :3 @shiftingjourney34

y'all need to stop reposting those ‘funny’ shifting content abt how 'relatable’ it is that y'all cannot shift for being 'lazy’ tbh. yes you can affirm, sleep, then shift. stop affirming that y'all didn’t shift because of lack of effort. shifting being effortless is POSSIBLE. I shifted (even for seconds) while doing no method. my mooties FULLY shifted with no method. some even just meditate, affirm, sleep, then shift. YES IT’S POSSIBLE. STOP RELATING TO THOSE “HAHA I DIDN’T SHIFT BECAUSE I’M LAZY” POSTS!! If sleeping is your preferred method, then let it be and keep persisting! I pinkie promise that you’ll shift doing something you’re MOST COMFORTABLE WITH!

(mooties if u read this pls back me up in the comments)

𐙚˙ STORY TIME ABOUT LAST NIGHT

[gonna be long sorry]

my close friends here know how I am with my shifting journey sometimes and how I have been feeling so lost over and over the past days.. I'm grateful to each of you, for always giving me advice and listening to me, trying to be there for me, ilysm, thank you for reading<3

I don't know what this can be considered, I genuinely myself after getting back to my dorm reflecting on it I see it as a shift, just I was very disoriented and it feels like I wasn't grounded enough!

so it would make sense for y'all, not long ago I created a girl group dr as well, it just sounded so fun, the members are me, Yeji, Rosé, Giselle and Mia (one of my friend) I haven't really had time to actually try to shift there, I just edited some aesthetic for us and come up with our group name but that's it

so last night I was a bit annoyed when it got to the time to get ready to bed, plus my roommates weren't helping at all, it was almost midnight and I wanted to go to bed early bc i was already tired plus I had to wake up at 6am and they didn't and the light was on in the room and etc.

okay, I decided to put on a subliminal but in a way that I should really try to relax nothing more, not thinking about my Dr or something like that, I put it on, listened to it like five minutes max, and fell asleep and slept around 20 mins, woke up put my airpods down and rolled over not thinking about anything just wanting to sleep, plus ignoring the circumstances in the room

(I used this one)

the next thing that happened was that I opened a white door and as I stepped in I found myself in a really small dance studio, and I turned around and a girl with a blonde hair with black highlights in her hair walked into the room greeting me with a smile on her face and I just greeted her w

"hey Hannah!" (it wasn't Chris's sis even tho I have scripted into my dr's)

okay, I turned around and the room was filled with boxes on the floor, and I walked over the couch seeing two girls sitting there chilling, I guess they must've been my close friends, I cannot really attach pics too, since I don't think I could find really accurate how they look like, but maybe later I will try to do that, I don't know their names since we didn't call each other I just asked

"where's Giselle?" and they just replied that she hasn't arrived yet. I was like okay, then I glanced around the room and said "I can't wait for us to move out! Our new place is gonna be amazing."

then I took a seat down as well and Hannah just agreed with my words, and suddenly it's just clicked that she is my manager, like I just knew it and felt it (it may not make any sense but istg)

I immediately looked down on my phone and my Instagram was open and it was on Hannah's account, I looked at one of her posts where she had a picture posted with her boyfriend, guys istg if I could draw I would draw how they looked like, it was so cute, her boyfriend had a long hair and I got his face too

then the door opened and I looked up to see Chris, and the boys coming in, they immediately started chatting lol and I looked up at Chris and when I tell you he looked so handsome, gosh, he was wearing a grey sweatpants and black hoodie, he smiled down at me, I smiled back, he seemed eager to keep going with the conversation with the boys but he was such a cutie pie stealing glances at me

then I looked back at my phone scrolling down and saw an edit of me and the boys, we were dance practicing and the caption said that

"I love when the best skz duo dresses up in a matching way"

and in the video me and Chris were literally matching, we both were wearing blue shirt and black pants, the boys were wearing something grey and white, guys even tho I didn't caught my face clearly in that video only a few moves while dancing, wdym i saw myself dancing??? Like ohmygod

okay scrolled again and saw a video close up of myself, it was my faceclaim I use, I had the same features as her but a bit different and in the video I was smiling and laughing as I was looking up at Chris, and the caption said

"do you all see the way she smiles and looks at him?"

and then switch and found myself waking up in my CR, but I wasn't actually waken up like here here CR, like it switched to alternate CR of mine idk how to explain lol I'm sorry, and I literally felt so much happiness because I knew, my mind knew I fucking shifted, even I was texting to my friends on my phone that I shifted

and then my alarm woke me up here in my dorm bed, and as I woke up I was like did this actually happened? Like it's possible? AND after thirty minutes getting ready for uni and I was heading to my class it hit me, this subliminal did the magical work y'all because they say in the video can't quote exactly "floating out of your CR body, then look down at your etc." "imagine a door and behind it is your Dr self" and I fucking opened that door (you all should try this subliminal out if you all already haven't ofc)

this reality definitely sounds like that I am part of Stray Kids, just like in my main Dr, it's just I also have a really close relationship with the girls and maybe we actually do something together

I am genuinely so happy, it still feels so unreal to process all of these but, like I haven't tried at all, I haven't thought about it at all, and it just happened.. plus knowing beachan is actually real here too in this reality, melts my heart but also makes me emotional because awh.. 𐙚˙

𐙚˙ STORY TIME ABOUT LAST NIGHT

[gonna be long sorry]

my close friends here know how I am with my shifting journey sometimes and how I have been feeling so lost over and over the past days.. I'm grateful to each of you, for always giving me advice and listening to me, trying to be there for me, ilysm, thank you for reading<3

I don't know what this can be considered, I genuinely myself after getting back to my dorm reflecting on it I see it as a shift, just I was very disoriented and it feels like I wasn't grounded enough!

so it would make sense for y'all, not long ago I created a girl group dr as well, it just sounded so fun, the members are me, Yeji, Rosé, Giselle and Mia (one of my friend) I haven't really had time to actually try to shift there, I just edited some aesthetic for us and come up with our group name but that's it

so last night I was a bit annoyed when it got to the time to get ready to bed, plus my roommates weren't helping at all, it was almost midnight and I wanted to go to bed early bc i was already tired plus I had to wake up at 6am and they didn't and the light was on in the room and etc.

okay, I decided to put on a subliminal but in a way that I should really try to relax nothing more, not thinking about my Dr or something like that, I put it on, listened to it like five minutes max, and fell asleep and slept around 20 mins, woke up put my airpods down and rolled over not thinking about anything just wanting to sleep, plus ignoring the circumstances in the room

(I used this one)

the next thing that happened was that I opened a white door and as I stepped in I found myself in a really small dance studio, and I turned around and a girl with a blonde hair with black highlights in her hair walked into the room greeting me with a smile on her face and I just greeted her w

"hey Hannah!" (it wasn't Chris's sis even tho I have scripted into my dr's)

okay, I turned around and the room was filled with boxes on the floor, and I walked over the couch seeing two girls sitting there chilling, I guess they must've been my close friends, I cannot really attach pics too, since I don't think I could find really accurate how they look like, but maybe later I will try to do that, I don't know their names since we didn't call each other I just asked

"where's Giselle?" and they just replied that she hasn't arrived yet. I was like okay, then I glanced around the room and said "I can't wait for us to move out! Our new place is gonna be amazing."

then I took a seat down as well and Hannah just agreed with my words, and suddenly it's just clicked that she is my manager, like I just knew it and felt it (it may not make any sense but istg)

I immediately looked down on my phone and my Instagram was open and it was on Hannah's account, I looked at one of her posts where she had a picture posted with her boyfriend, guys istg if I could draw I would draw how they looked like, it was so cute, her boyfriend had a long hair and I got his face too

then the door opened and I looked up to see Chris, and the boys coming in, they immediately started chatting lol and I looked up at Chris and when I tell you he looked so handsome, gosh, he was wearing a grey sweatpants and black hoodie, he smiled down at me, I smiled back, he seemed eager to keep going with the conversation with the boys but he was such a cutie pie stealing glances at me

then I looked back at my phone scrolling down and saw an edit of me and the boys, we were dance practicing and the caption said that

"I love when the best skz duo dresses up in a matching way"

and in the video me and Chris were literally matching, we both were wearing blue shirt and black pants, the boys were wearing something grey and white, guys even tho I didn't caught my face clearly in that video only a few moves while dancing, wdym i saw myself dancing??? Like ohmygod

okay scrolled again and saw a video close up of myself, it was my faceclaim I use, I had the same features as her but a bit different and in the video I was smiling and laughing as I was looking up at Chris, and the caption said

"do you all see the way she smiles and looks at him?"

and then switch and found myself waking up in my CR, but I wasn't actually waken up like here here CR, like it switched to alternate CR of mine idk how to explain lol I'm sorry, and I literally felt so much happiness because I knew, my mind knew I fucking shifted, even I was texting to my friends on my phone that I shifted

and then my alarm woke me up here in my dorm bed, and as I woke up I was like did this actually happened? Like it's possible? AND after thirty minutes getting ready for uni and I was heading to my class it hit me, this subliminal did the magical work y'all because they say in the video can't quote exactly "floating out of your CR body, then look down at your etc." "imagine a door and behind it is your Dr self" and I fucking opened that door (you all should try this subliminal out if you all already haven't ofc)

this reality definitely sounds like that I am part of Stray Kids, just like in my main Dr, it's just I also have a really close relationship with the girls and maybe we actually do something together

I am genuinely so happy, it still feels so unreal to process all of these but, like I haven't tried at all, I haven't thought about it at all, and it just happened.. plus knowing beachan is actually real here too in this reality, melts my heart but also makes me emotional because awh.. 𐙚˙

BEAAAA OH MY GODD ILY

We as shifters need to start introducing us with our "titles" from our drs

Hi I'm Luna, an Avenger, an Addams, the guard of the High King, local cyberpunk spider, your favourite thief, daughter of the supreme commander of North America, undercover agent (×3), detective (×3), level 3 csi, space soldier (?) (×2), a MIB, biker, owner of your favourite café-library, model and actress <3

We as shifters need to start introducing us with our "titles" from our drs

Hi I'm Luna, an Avenger, an Addams, the guard of the High King, local cyberpunk spider, your favourite thief, daughter of the supreme commander of North America, undercover agent (×3), detective (×3), level 3 csi, space soldier (?) (×2), a MIB, biker, owner of your favourite café-library, model and actress <3

Hii! I’m Élie, a teenage vampire, a shopaholic mermaid, a rising 2010s popstar, an astrophysicist, a model, an actor, a screenplay writer, a succesful novelist, and… yeah. that’s it.

A young PhD student and a young professor

fell in love. ☄︎₊˚⊹☆

I. INTRODUCTION

Oxford University. 2025. Out of curiosity, I started sitting in on a few undergraduate lectures—just to see what I’d missed the first five years of my studies. That was where I first met Professor Lawrence, the department’s notorious young academic prodigy. Our exchanges quickly turned into a series of spirited debates that spilled beyond the classroom, filling my inbox with essays disguised as emails. Eventually, he invited me to his home “to continue the conversation,” and, from that moment on, everything changed.

II. CLYDE HARLOW

Toronto, November 21st, 2000.

Grew up in a loving family in Toronto, Canada, I’ve been supported to be an academic my whole life. I found that life has so much to offer, and I fell in love with everything universe-related. 

Studies: Bachelor of Science in Physics at Stanford → Masters of Science in Astrophysics at Stanford (accelerated fast track) → Dphil/PHD in Astrophysics at Oxford University (current)

III. DAMIEN LAWRENCE

London, August 30th, 1995.

The boyfriend. Damien was a child actor alongside his twin brother. Their TV show, which was all about teaching kids about astronomy, made Damien fall in love with the field itself. His twin brother continued on his acting journey, while Damien focused on his academics.

Studies: Bachelor of Science in Astronomy at Harvard University → Master of Science in Physics at Massachusetts Institute of Technology (MIT) → Doctoral Degree (Dphil/Phd) in Astrophysics at Oxford University

yes. this is the DR where I’ve been experiencing INSANE minishifts. it’s also a reality where my s/o and I CONSCIOUSLY believes in reality shifting. damien is the blueprint of my soulmate in every reality.