>get a job text for an available shift tomorrow that says “accept or decline” as they typically do

>decline

> get response saying “unfortunately you can’t accept or decline a shift in the past”

> ??????? (tim allen grunt)

why am I getting a headache I just finished eating man

looked ahead at my schedule and im gonna be fucking bombarded next week. thursday straight into monday, almost 14 hours total. im actually gonna die

i have to get more normal and unbothered but it’s so hard when everyone is so annoying and obtuse all the time

i reaaalllyyy wanna do my substances but they always knock me out and I have a 12-3 tomorrow :/

my body is a machine that turns temporary situations into reasons for suicide

debating going to my favorite stores tomorrow after work since im seeing my client in the city and like. Things just really suck for me currently but i also hate parking in the city so idk

“authors note from 2020”

real world stresses are slowly making me cruel can someone send distractions to my inbox

I can’t be trusted to write fics because i will always derail my own plot and then try to work my way back around to it. Whereas one typically achieves flow state to write I achieve fugue state