the thing is i do joke a lot on here but sometimes i do feel stupid for ever believing in byler and that mike would get good characterization. i know others didn’t believe byler would ever happen, but i genuinely did. for years. and it kind of felt awful to not only get laughed at by the writers of the show, but people on here as well. i know optimism isn’t always the solution to everything but prior to s5 coming out i hated this notion that we needed to temper our expectations because everything seemed right there in the text to me and i wanted to have fun while it lasted. especially post-sorcerer. some years ago i would have spiralled more over this, but now it all just…makes me sad. i believed in something good, and i won’t ever apologize for being optimistic and having hope. i’m glad we had what we had. but i just wish people were a little nicer about it instead of making others feel stupid.
