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tabea | she/her | 20+ | currently obsessed with thiam & hollanov | akirasstories on ao3
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hi everyone! :)

my name is tabea, i'm in my twenties and like any other good student i spend most of my time thinking and writing about gay werewolves & gay hockey players instead of getting real work done :D

my ao3 is AkirasStories

my twt is @ wolfandchimera

and my strawpage is linked here :)

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list of my hollanov fics

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you can send me fic/ficlets requests here including a prompt or idea and a ship! i write for thiam, trayden, morey and any platonic teen wolf relationship as well as hollanov! :)

list of all my ficlets is here

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my moodboards:

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other:

teen wolf zodiacs (other parts are linked)

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i'm not super active on here but still more active on twt where you can add me if you want :)

snippet for college au part 2 “Touch Metitle inspired by the song by The Doors:

Everything in its own time.

If he’s patient, he’ll get more of that.

And fuck, how badly he wants more.

Not just the mouth on his throat, not just the confession slipping out of Shane because vodka loosened the locks.

More. Everything. 

He wants Shane Hollander sober and stubborn and wide-eyed and real. He wants him in his bed, wants to kiss the freckles that make him lose his mind. Wants to figure out exactly how many different ways he can make him blush. Wants him smiling at him like he likes him. Wants him talking about those boring books he reads, gesturing with his hands like it’s the most interesting thing. 

He wants boring, real, fiery, soft Shane Hollander.

He wants him as his.

if you haven’t read my hollanov college au yet, here’s the link to “Close to Me

Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid Rating: Mature Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov Characters: Shane Hollander, Ilya Rozanov Additional Tags: Shane Hollander POV, Inspired by Heated Rivalry (TV), Episode: s01e03 Hunter (Heated Rivalry), Heated Rivalry: Epiosde 3, Shane Hollander and Scott Hunter's Fight in Episode: s01e03 Hunter, Angry Kitten Shane Hollander, Puppy Scott Hunter, Anxious Shane Hollander, Good Boy Shane Hollander, Shane Hollander Has a Praise Kink, Shane Hollander in Love, Jealous Ilya Rozanov, Ilya Rozanov is a Little Shit, Ilya Rozanov in Love, Texting, Phone Sex, Mutual Masturbation, kind of confessing you like your crush by saying you like cats, Fluff and Smut Series: Part 7 of Hollanov Drabbles, Part 2 of Angry Kitten Summary:

You: Why are you sending me pictures of cats?

Lily: its not cat

You: Yes, Rozanov, that is a cat.

Lily: no

Lily: is angry kitten

Lily: like you

--- or: ilya sends those angry kittten pics to shane.

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Chapters: 1/1 Words: 6,596 Fandom: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid Rating: General Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Shane Hollander & Yuna Hollander, background Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov Characters: Yuna Hollander, Shane Hollander, David Hollander, Ilya Rozanov Additional Tags: Coming Out, Parenthood, POV Yuna Hollander, Pre-Canon, Book 2: Heated Rivalry (Game Changers), Episode: s01e06 The Cottage (Heated Rivalry), Anxiety, Implied/Referenced Bullying, Implied/Referenced Homophobia, Emotional Hurt/Comfort, Hopeful Ending, Healing the Multigenerational Trauma of Tiger Mom Syndrome, Breaking the Cycle Takes Work and Humility and Time, If We Never Inherited the Vocabulary to be Tender Then Sometimes We Have to Hew It Out of the Rough Rock of Ourselves, Forgiveness, Anxious Shane Hollander Summary:

When Shane was freshly sixteen, Yuna came home to find him freaking out by himself at the kitchen island.

He was perched on one of the bar stools with his entire torso slumped across the counter and his arms extended in front of him, hands balled into fists on the granite. His head was buried between his shoulders and he didn’t sound like he was breathing.

Yuna didn’t say anything for a solid thirty seconds. Alarms blaring in her head, she silently tossed her purse to the side and beelined for her son with her hands out to comfort him.

Or: Five times Yuna suspected Shane was gay, and the one time she finally found the right words to say.

am i the only one who thinks ilya’s niece might play a bigger role later on, maybe in a third hollanov book? maybe not, maybe she’s “just” there to show what an incredible family man ilya is, how deeply he cares (and loves), taking care of his niece even though his brother is an asshole, because he knows none of that is her fault.

but i can’t stop thinking about how she’s mentioned twice in this episode. first when alexei tells ilya he has a kid to take care of and ilya immediately points out that she has a trust and will get it all once she’s 18. and then later, when he’s with svetlana. it really sounded like he’s giving her something to take back to russia specifically for his niece!

like… hear me out: the possibility of a russian teen showing up at hollanov’s door sometime in the future??? i’m obsessed with that idea. even if rachel never uses this in a third book, i am BEGGING ao3 writers to consider the possibilities. because i absolutely will be thinking about them nonstop.

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svetlana: ilya i love you but, like, not in the way you love shane. i mean jane. on the topic, jane hollander is so hot, don’t you think? i mean shane hollander. would you fuck him? i mean her. actually, no, fuck it. i mean him. please put me out of my misery

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when ilya said he didn’t deserve her and svetlana was like you do because it’s not about that. it’s not about not being enough or doing enough or about soemthing that needed fixing or change. ilya deserves the world, really. it’s just simply that’s not where his feelings lie and that’s okay

the commenter going “good for him.” while scott is absolutely devouring kip in the middle of the ice... i know exactly what you are, buddy

(no but seriously, i loved how he was just as nosy as everyone else when scott decided to act out every single y/n fic ever written. like sir pulled up a chair mentally and said “yeah i’m watching this”)

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promoting my hollanov fics here a bit:

Close to Me - hollanov college au, ilya pov, drunken confessions RATED T

ilya is waiting in his dorm for his roomate & captain shane hollander to come back, annoyed that his rival is even out that late on a weekday. he is not prepared for what's to come.

my sun, my moon, my heart - ilya pov, yearning, angst, hurt & comfort, established relationship RATED G

shane is asleep next to ilya. it doesn't stop him from spiraling. thoughts about depression, love, secrecy & more

Just Because - episode 1 of heated rivalry, yearning, ilya pov, denial of feelings (in a way) RATED G

why did ilya get shane on the ccm endorsement ad?

Taking Care of You - smut, fluff, overstimulation, aftercare, established relationship RATED E

hollanov smut with some sweet aftercare because ilya is a good partner and shane's blissed tf out.

Angry Kitten Fightepisode 3 of heated rivalry, ilya pov RATED T

ilya watches the scott x shane fight in episode 3. he makes some comparisons & maybe gets a bit hot 'n bothered.

The Problemilya pov, yearning, svetlana & ilya are fuck buddies, RATED M

ilya can’t stop thinking about shane hollander even when he’s with a beautiful woman. it’s becoming a problem.
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hi!! just a quick shoutout: if you have an idea for a short ficlet, i’m totally willing and excited to write it! i’m open to any prompts. this is a great chance for me to keep practicing to write the hollanov dynamic and for you to get a little (hopefully fun) ficlet in return :)

just send me a prompt or anything else you want included and i’ll try my best to get to it!

(i’d also love to write some roselana or even a gender-swapped hollanov because i really want to do more yuri too!)

here’s the link to my hollanov fics for you to get an idea of my writing (or you can check out my thiam fics on ao3)

hi!! just a quick shoutout: if you have an idea for a short ficlet, i’m totally willing and excited to write it! i’m open to any prompts. this is a great chance for me to keep practicing to write the hollanov dynamic and for you to get a little (hopefully fun) ficlet in return :)

just send me a prompt or anything else you want included and i’ll try my best to get to it!

(i’d also love to write some roselana or even a gender-swapped hollanov because i really want to do more yuri too!)

here’s the link to my hollanov fics for you to get an idea of my writing (or you can check out my thiam fics on ao3)

shane went “i know the word for father” and ilya’s brain immediately short-circuited and went okay great so summer wedding, next summer first kid, year after that another kid, obviously we live HERE, you don’t move, i’ll move my entire life around you, do you want a dog or two dogs? what do you want for dinner? what would you like to do for our first vacation?

my man was two seconds away from dropping to one knee because shane hollander, a man who already speaks french knew that papa means father in russian.

sir. SIR. this was not a marriage proposal trigger. and yet ilya heard one (1) basic vocabulary word and said “yeah i’ll risk everything.”

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