Intro post

i mostly post random things on this blog, just fandom stuff but i'll post vents sometimes and they can be a little much

Vent content:

-Suicide

-Child abuse

-SA

-Child SA

-SH

-Depression

-Pedophiles/Predators

-Hateful Christianity (my pastor/principle is horrible)

-Christian school problems

-Substance abuse (rare)

i'll put specific trigger warnings and tag with the TW, I also tag them with these

-isa's rants

-isa vents

i'm also gonna start a thing where I just vent about a random thing that happened to me whenever I remember it cause a lot of these memories have been coming back lately and its bugging me, this is the tag I'll always put for it

-isa's storytime

I also try to post a tarot card for the day, I don't always have time every day but here's the tags if you want to see them

-isa's tarot cards

-isa's daily tarot

-isa's readings

-tarot

about me:

You can call me Isa or Isabella, I really don't like any other nicknames so just Isa or Isabella please

pronouns: she/her

i'm a lesbian

age: 16

ethnicity: Mexican

Languages: English but I'm learning Spanish, Russian, Japaneese and Mandarin Chinese

fandoms: KNY, MD, TGCF, BSD, HH, HB, VNC, PJO, SpyxFamily, Apothecary Diaries, JJK, Nanbaka, K-on, MHA, ATLA, Epic, KPDH, Sasaki to Miyano, ST, Class of '09, Creepypasta, Marble Hornets

things I like:

-My amazing moots who I love( @thatonecoveyin12 @puppet-string @i-like-sleeping-in-hoodies @journal-of-janus @lordeforeverblog) <3

-Anime

-The colors Green and Blue

-Greek Mythology

-Art

-Literature (no not because of BSD, I like BSD because I really like literature, been in love with Annabel Lee since 7th grade)

-Show/book recs

-Tags

-Asks

-Yaoi

-Yuri

-Lele Dolls (Mexican rag dolls that I used to get in Tijuana, I love them<3)

-Music

Music I like:

-Mother Mother

-Maretu

-Ado

-MSI

-ICP

-TV Girl

-Fish in a Birdcage

-Hatsune Miku

-HH/HB songs

-Repo! Genetic Opera songs

Characters I love!!:

-Giyu Tomioka (KNY)

-Chuuya Nakahara (BSD)

-Nico (Nanbaka)

-Nico (PJO)

-Ryunosuke Akutagawa (BSD)

-Emily (Class of '09)

-N (MD)

-Jason the Toymaker (Creepypasta)

I guess that's all for now, bye!!!!

<3<3<3<3

so apparently I had a fever last night and my mom made me take like 6 pills all at once but I don't feel any better I just feel overly medicated, my mouth tastes like medicine I smell medicine, and I don't even know what one of the pills was, she gave me 2 Advil 3 Tylenol and some little capsule thing and I have no idea what it was, I literally don't feel any better just full of fucking meds

okay is giyu the 2nd strongest hashira?

call me biased if you want but hear me out

so the ranking is Gyomei, Rengoku, Giyu, Sanemi, Mitsuri, Tengen, Muichiro, Obanai, Shinobu right (if I'm wrong than let me know)

and technically you could move Giyu to second just cause Rengoku died but I think he actually might be stronger than Rengoku, hear me out please🙏

okay so when Giyu is fighting Akaza, he struggles a bit but for the most part maintained his composure and was handling it really well, also keep in mind that Akaza is a lot stronger during this fight then he was in Mugen Train, so I think if Giyu was able to hold his own against Akaza here, we can assume he would've been able to be a threat to Mugen Akaza, and I know they didn't beat Akaza but again Akaza was much stronger here, and also consider that in the beginning of the battle, before Giyu was struggling and Tanjiro started helping in the fight, Akaza had the same attitude and was using the same moves as his fight with Rengoku, they started struggling when Akaza started evolving and growing his head back, and while it might not be fair to bring this up considering we haven't seen much of Rengoku fighting as we have Giyu, I want to point out that Giyu took out Rui effortlessly, and with what we know about Rui's power we can safely assume he was at least about the same as Akaza, considering Muzan gave him as much blood as an uppermoon, the only reason Rui was a lower moon was because he wanted to build his spider family, which Muzan allowed because he saw himself in Rui and actually cared for him, also Rui was much more of a threat than Daki and Gyutaro, or Hantengu and Gyokko so we can assume he was on par with the 3 upper ranks, so if Giyu was able to handle Rui no problem, killed him with one slash, I think its safe to assume that he would've done well against Mugen Akaza, I don't think he could've handled Kokoshibo and maybe not Doma but still, I'm not sure if that's enough to say he might've been stronger than Rengoku but since they are so closely ranked I think its possible

please don't get mad, as much as I love Giyu, I swear this isn't biased I'm actually looking at evidence from the anime this was just something I was thinking about

i just noticed a huge pattern from vox

idk if anyone else noticed this but "Brighter" is a term Vox uses a lot

in "don't you forget (reprise)": "I'm just like you except I'm smarter, sharper, brighter, newer!"

the entirety of the song "Brighter"

in Val's part of "when I think about the future": "but if he shines any brighter will he see me anymore?"

Vox is obsessed with the spotlight, being the biggest star but he can't just be the biggest star, he might be for a little bit but someone could come along and take that from him(as seen in "brighter") so even if he's at the top even if everything is working out he still need to be better, needs to be "brighter", but what happens to stars that get too bright?

i love oranges, especially when I'm sick cause last year when I was sick for like a month I wasn't eating anything cause I had no appetite and I couldn't keep anything down and I was just sleeping all day cause I had no energy, then my mom told me to eat oranges cause vitamins, so I got one of the blood oranges my Níno had given us, it was so fucking good I ate those everyday cause I could actually eat them and not throw up, sick again rn and we don't have blood oranges but we do have mini tangerines, I've had 4 and I'm probably gonna have a bunch more their so good

damn rip to tall people then

at least I'd make the cut

realizing I might not be ready to be sick as an adult because I wouldn't have had any real food today if my step dad didn't get panda

I can't eat when I'm sick it makes my throat feel even worse and I don't like it😓😓

i stayed hydrated by myself though, I got ice and I put a bit of Gatorade in it to try to flavor it, it didn't work but apparently Gatorade is good to have when sick idk my mom always says that so yk, and I also had an icey cause again hydrating, I don't like water when I'm sick so ice and iceys are easier for me to have

i also had one of those little Lucas chamoys if you know what those are, spicy stuff makes me feel better when I'm sick, helps unstuff my nose, idk if its good it probably isn't but I do it anyway, my mom has told me not to before but it helps so I do it, I also had some blueberries and oranges cause my mom told me to have oranges, I put tajin on them cause it tastes better and gives me more motivations to peel the oranges, I'm very lazy when sick, and it got me to eat fruit so yk, I'm gonna try to grab a mini coke later(its a tiny can and I'm gonna fill the cup with ice don't come for me) and some chips with lemon and chile, cause again Chile, spicy, makes me feel better, I probably shouldn't but i want to so yk who cares

and my throat started feeling better so that's good, still sniffling and my head hurts like hell, I'm a little dizzy but it'll be fine

small explanation for why I didn't mention taking any medicine, its cause I didn't but I do have a good reason for it⬇

tw: substance abuse, OD, suicide

i don't understand my mom's logic, she always gets mad when I tell her I'm too sick to go to school, which on its own is annoying but its the fact that I don't need to be there at all, at my school they have it set up so that high schoolers can do home schooling, all the work is online and you easily communicate with the teachers if you need help with something, I told my mom this but forever reason she thinks I'm lying, and apparently she cant call the school to ask, I tell her the same thing every time she asks but she swears I'm wrong, she swears it can't be that simple, she's been told by me, my stepdad, even the principal explained the home school thing, but still she swears I'm wrong, and gets pissed off, I'm sick today I was sick yesterday too, I told her last night and I told her this morning and she got so mad when I told her I was sick this morning, sorry you refuse to listen but I don't know what the fuck you want from me, if you don't believe me ask the fucking school, they'll tell you the exact same thing, I don't know why my mom is like this