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@ame-to-ame / ame-to-ame.tumblr.com

||Rainn • Any Pronouns || https://kk-1004.carrd.co/ previously rainidoll, privating acc for a bit Nothing I post or say is /srs it's all for the bit we're on tumblr
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hii this is a mess so:

  • #my art is where I post my art
  • #oc content tagged have my ocs, usually art abt them
  • #kk rambles : I yap a lot. Usually in tags. Misc stuff
  • #yuri rambling : I yap a lot. Usually with screenshots. About Yuri content I'm consuming.

I am very bad at not oversharing on the internet and using my public tumblr like a vent diary so here are some other tags to feel free to block for better fandom viewing experience:

  • #tw health
  • #tw sa
  • #delete later

Current main interest include

  • Bocchi the Rock! : #btr! #bocchiposting
  • Alien stage : #alien stage #mizisua #ivantill
  • Dungeon meshi : #dunmeshi #dungeon meshi #farcille #mithrun
  • pjsk: #pjsk #mizuena
  • Birds : #birdposting

I repel all irl ppl. If you know me irl no you don't. Exit right.

#kk rambles
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Maybe my extreme startle reaction is because I'm traumatized and hyper aware and hyper vigilant have you considered that huh

#kk rambles#tw health
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Not to be doxxing myself and my age but I read btr manga up until around the part where the girls are graduating around the same time I was having a transitional period of life and so to me the members of the band feel like they've grown up with me and are my age ... If that makes sense... Like to me they're adults going to college or starting their band and past high schoolers ... But maybe it's bc I'm projecting too hard

#kk rambles#bocchiposting#I feel the same way Abt n25 too...#but also it's the thing about growing older and realizing I can no longer find good media for myself to project onto#like to me I'm ace and basically celibate w sexual trauma so a lot of the freaky stuff I draw is so... like ... it's all purely hypothetical#it's not real to me I just project a little but like it's not grounded for me if that makes sense. it's like having a celebrity crush.#but then when I see people being real about it in a way that is no longer a joke I'm like huh wait hm idk how I feel abt this#like I don't draw actual explicit content but I have suggestive work and it's like hm.#Idk but at the same time it's like. They're my age to me. they've grown up with me. but idk maybe I need to let them go 😭#anyway this is my gentle plea for media for me to be obsessed with that is for an older audience#or ig I should start drawing my ocs...
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Adopting the it only has to make sense for me and I don't have to explain it to anyone mindset Abt a lot of things

#vagueposting again abt my friend who I love dearly but like if we keep this up we are going to have dating allegations#and dating allegations with you would be baddd for multiple reasons but also brother you are scaring off the hoes.#also I'm mad bc the joke flirting is only unidirectional and it pisses me off u can't cockblock me but also not let me flirt at you#like am I supposed to just take it like if I were good at just taking it. which I guess I am sometimes. I would be a bottom#why do you want to knowwwwwwww and don't say it's bc you'll try to find someone for me bc ik these fuckers don't exist it's just me out here#I want domestic lesbians but in a non romantic way but it doesn't make sense to anyone else but me#like I can't explain it well I just want to have things without feeling guilty about the fact I will never really want anything the way#idk man idk idk idk#I miss my friend who would whenever I start saying this a lot tell me it's ok you don't have to know#first time I heard it I thought it was dismissive but then I realized it's just bc I'm conditioned to feel certain ways bc society#and now it's just so comforting and also stops me from spiraling. hghh#like I want someone who will be able to tell I'm spiraling and stop me bc I can't tell myself and I end up in situations I don't want to be#but idk#I've never had a partner perceptive enough to catch it#or a friend who could consistently tell that something is off w me#A+ in masking but at what cost#idk I just ghhhhhh that's all I want tbhhh for someone to know I'm having a response and tell me#... what I need is a service dog.#kk rambles#delete later

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